projek...mw ap coba?!makan tai masa cuma bwt majalah aj biaya bs ampe sejuta! FUCK THIS! GW G SLH NULIS JUDUL! MATI GILA TU ORG NYURU BWT MAJALAH D VERNIS LAH PAKE ART PAPER LAH KASI SEKOLAH LAH!! MAKAN NI KAME KAME HA!!!
(pemikiran orang stres)
11.28.2010
11.19.2010
i hope you guys read this
well just so you know, i've been lately a little bit on my boring state so yeah, i might want to ask (and now currently asking) you guys to actually give me questions so i could overcome my boredom and everything in between..yeah.this all projects are giving me headache recently and i have no time to lay low..
and perhaps i need feedbacks too:)
well thanks to those who always visiting my blog.i hope you're not virus:D
again thanks so much!
and perhaps i need feedbacks too:)
well thanks to those who always visiting my blog.i hope you're not virus:D
again thanks so much!
video editing
well another school project and guess what?
it's so damn annoying!!!
argh there're about 5 or more and are not done now this?!
seriously, what is school thinking?
so the thing that I've been doing is this video editing.we have to make a music video from the song 'old tige' (whatever that is, i don't recommend it) by Jim Reeves.
seriously, i'll give you the lyric and yet, it was beyond my expectation..worst.
(Tige you were faithful faithful to the end
Tige how I miss you you were my best friend)
Three years of Army Service done and I was headin' home at last.
I got to thinking bout my dog and things long gone and past.
How old Tige pulled me from the creek when I had no pulse or breath,
and how he saved me from the chargin' bull that gored my Dad to death.
As a kid I'd dream of bears and tremble to my toes
Till old Tige come up to my bed and nudge me with his nose.
Then my fears would melt away and Tige would go lie down,
I'd drift on back to sleep without another sound.
The big bus stopped I got off - it was awful dark and thick with fog.
Then something gently nuzzled me and there stood Tige my dog.
I wondered if my faithful dog had met the bus each day
And all the dreary winter nights since I'd been away.
To have Tige meet me here like this, I was...I was really glad
'Cause I hadn't needed Tige so much since the day they'd buried Dad.
Two long miles still lay ahead, but what I didn't know
A giant Dam was being built where the old road used to go.
I thank the Lord for sending Tige and I followed where he led,
Knowing well without his help that I'd be good as dead.
Tige inched along this way and that, going rough and slow,
And I could hear the water lappin' at the ledges far below.
Then through the mist I saw a light and mother in her chair,
I reached down to pet old Tige but he wasn't there.
I'm thankful Mom you had old Tige these three lonely years
I owe my life to him tonight, I couldn't help my tears.
You say you wrote me bout the Dam, well, God was sure with us
I didn't get your letter, Mom, but old Tige met the bus.
I hate to tell you son, she said, but now you've got to know.
When you left it broke his heart...Tige died three years ago.
(You were my best friend)
-----------------------------------
WHAT KIND OF SONG?! n my teacher was saying that it was actually ballad..the hell?
i'm not really into this...
it's so damn annoying!!!
argh there're about 5 or more and are not done now this?!
seriously, what is school thinking?
so the thing that I've been doing is this video editing.we have to make a music video from the song 'old tige' (whatever that is, i don't recommend it) by Jim Reeves.
seriously, i'll give you the lyric and yet, it was beyond my expectation..worst.
(Tige you were faithful faithful to the end
Tige how I miss you you were my best friend)
Three years of Army Service done and I was headin' home at last.
I got to thinking bout my dog and things long gone and past.
How old Tige pulled me from the creek when I had no pulse or breath,
and how he saved me from the chargin' bull that gored my Dad to death.
As a kid I'd dream of bears and tremble to my toes
Till old Tige come up to my bed and nudge me with his nose.
Then my fears would melt away and Tige would go lie down,
I'd drift on back to sleep without another sound.
The big bus stopped I got off - it was awful dark and thick with fog.
Then something gently nuzzled me and there stood Tige my dog.
I wondered if my faithful dog had met the bus each day
And all the dreary winter nights since I'd been away.
To have Tige meet me here like this, I was...I was really glad
'Cause I hadn't needed Tige so much since the day they'd buried Dad.
Two long miles still lay ahead, but what I didn't know
A giant Dam was being built where the old road used to go.
I thank the Lord for sending Tige and I followed where he led,
Knowing well without his help that I'd be good as dead.
Tige inched along this way and that, going rough and slow,
And I could hear the water lappin' at the ledges far below.
Then through the mist I saw a light and mother in her chair,
I reached down to pet old Tige but he wasn't there.
I'm thankful Mom you had old Tige these three lonely years
I owe my life to him tonight, I couldn't help my tears.
You say you wrote me bout the Dam, well, God was sure with us
I didn't get your letter, Mom, but old Tige met the bus.
I hate to tell you son, she said, but now you've got to know.
When you left it broke his heart...Tige died three years ago.
(You were my best friend)
-----------------------------------
WHAT KIND OF SONG?! n my teacher was saying that it was actually ballad..the hell?
i'm not really into this...
11.18.2010
yes yes so many virus here
so let's see..i thought now my C-box was ran over by virus, seeing those comments everyday. well if you really read my post then tell me about it don't just say nice info or anything or i'll wipe you out already..
talk about sour grapes..
this is serious anyway, guys. those kind of virus are actually everywhere and on some points, they have ran over perhaps a certain system..then again, these viruses can actually be somewhat of use but you face your consequences then..but seriously, this is all annoying!!
so whoever makes this that makes my c-box useless, i'm gonna search you and rip you off! don't tell me it's impossible! it will be possible, i mind you..
so shut up already and go to hell if you keep doing this..what's life to you?get something, seriously..
talk about sour grapes..
this is serious anyway, guys. those kind of virus are actually everywhere and on some points, they have ran over perhaps a certain system..then again, these viruses can actually be somewhat of use but you face your consequences then..but seriously, this is all annoying!!
so whoever makes this that makes my c-box useless, i'm gonna search you and rip you off! don't tell me it's impossible! it will be possible, i mind you..
so shut up already and go to hell if you keep doing this..what's life to you?get something, seriously..
11.16.2010
dude i just saw this horoscope and it's damn accurate
freakinly scary! i don't believe it!
but damn it's accurate...
i'm a gemini so this is how it goes here on the daily overview:
Overview
You'd never complain about being too busy on any other day but today. For now, though, you'd just as soon go back to bed rather than face all those tasks, appointments and meetings. It's over soon.
You're witty, sharp and funny, and you learned a long time ago to listen to your gut. At the moment, that built-in radar is telling you that there's something coming up. The good news is that what's on the agenda isn't going to be at all unpleasant. You'll probably end up being quite delighted with the surprise the heavens have in store for you. In the meantime, grant an audience to someone who's asked to speak with you in private.
A rowdy outing or scrimmage will be exactly the thing you need today. Look out for you-know-who. A locked gaze filled with meaning won't happen if you're just talking, but play soccer and you never know what might happen.
Isn't it great being a Gemini? All that charm, that mental flexibility, that ability to see both sides of the issue ... you're the wonder of the zodiac. Take a bow. The problem with that is that both sides of the issue have been kind of a drag. Good news: that's all going to change in the next year!
Gemini is one of the few Sun signs that doesn't have an animal symbol, but this may be the year that all of that changes. In the past few years, with Pluto opposing your sign, you've been a little like a monkey, swinging from branch to branch trying desperately to keep one step ahead of the predators and keep yourself fed. With Pluto now moved on into Capricorn, a lot of the major partnership issues you've faced will be lightening up. You'll still retain the swing, but this year you're going to feel a lot more like a hummingbird: still mobile, still getting things done, but in a much more elegant manner.
Your renowned intellect has been strained the last couple of years, as it's been forced to find solutions to the many issues you've been dealt. In 2010, you'll finally be gaining some traction on your biggest challenges, and solutions will flow to you with ease.
----------------------------
end straight here.
so,some of them (the bold ones) which are accurate for all the reading..i don't believe horoscopes though but it fits somehow which is annoying.
1. yeah today i was complaining about this and that right before the school is over.damn right projects are flowing like freakin jackpot machine
2.well i guess myself though some of them seems fun i mean i had mostly came the problems with ease which makes me smiles a lot (don't mention score, it's the bad news)
3. well, locked gaze?not really my style, i'd rather sit back and watch.maybe things are going straight into plan then again, i need to 'play soccer'?the soccer part is kind of scary...relates somehow
4. the little monkey is actually the character of Final Fantasy IX which has a tail like a monkey and he's so kawaii! (cute) especially in Dissidia. yeah, unintentionally i've been watching some scenes of final fantasy ix which includes him as the main character (well yeah) and i've been replaying the song melodies of life in my play (piano)..go figure
5. the hummingbird part, which now i wore all the time. earring of hummingbirds given recently from my mother, and a ring of hummingbird; both for good fortune..now ain't that scary?
you see...i would repeat again that i don't believe in those horoscopes cos it's kind of crap and probably for me it's just for fun but after seeing these..it's gonna worth reading it but again, i'm not 100% sure. i mean there's no way i'll get a boyfriend in the 30th of November regardless of the effort i have done (none i guess) and it's not funny..
okay see you then:)
but damn it's accurate...
i'm a gemini so this is how it goes here on the daily overview:
Overview
You'd never complain about being too busy on any other day but today. For now, though, you'd just as soon go back to bed rather than face all those tasks, appointments and meetings. It's over soon.
You're witty, sharp and funny, and you learned a long time ago to listen to your gut. At the moment, that built-in radar is telling you that there's something coming up. The good news is that what's on the agenda isn't going to be at all unpleasant. You'll probably end up being quite delighted with the surprise the heavens have in store for you. In the meantime, grant an audience to someone who's asked to speak with you in private.
A rowdy outing or scrimmage will be exactly the thing you need today. Look out for you-know-who. A locked gaze filled with meaning won't happen if you're just talking, but play soccer and you never know what might happen.
Isn't it great being a Gemini? All that charm, that mental flexibility, that ability to see both sides of the issue ... you're the wonder of the zodiac. Take a bow. The problem with that is that both sides of the issue have been kind of a drag. Good news: that's all going to change in the next year!
Gemini is one of the few Sun signs that doesn't have an animal symbol, but this may be the year that all of that changes. In the past few years, with Pluto opposing your sign, you've been a little like a monkey, swinging from branch to branch trying desperately to keep one step ahead of the predators and keep yourself fed. With Pluto now moved on into Capricorn, a lot of the major partnership issues you've faced will be lightening up. You'll still retain the swing, but this year you're going to feel a lot more like a hummingbird: still mobile, still getting things done, but in a much more elegant manner.
Your renowned intellect has been strained the last couple of years, as it's been forced to find solutions to the many issues you've been dealt. In 2010, you'll finally be gaining some traction on your biggest challenges, and solutions will flow to you with ease.
----------------------------
end straight here.
so,some of them (the bold ones) which are accurate for all the reading..i don't believe horoscopes though but it fits somehow which is annoying.
1. yeah today i was complaining about this and that right before the school is over.damn right projects are flowing like freakin jackpot machine
2.well i guess myself though some of them seems fun i mean i had mostly came the problems with ease which makes me smiles a lot (don't mention score, it's the bad news)
3. well, locked gaze?not really my style, i'd rather sit back and watch.maybe things are going straight into plan then again, i need to 'play soccer'?the soccer part is kind of scary...relates somehow
4. the little monkey is actually the character of Final Fantasy IX which has a tail like a monkey and he's so kawaii! (cute) especially in Dissidia. yeah, unintentionally i've been watching some scenes of final fantasy ix which includes him as the main character (well yeah) and i've been replaying the song melodies of life in my play (piano)..go figure
5. the hummingbird part, which now i wore all the time. earring of hummingbirds given recently from my mother, and a ring of hummingbird; both for good fortune..now ain't that scary?
you see...i would repeat again that i don't believe in those horoscopes cos it's kind of crap and probably for me it's just for fun but after seeing these..it's gonna worth reading it but again, i'm not 100% sure. i mean there's no way i'll get a boyfriend in the 30th of November regardless of the effort i have done (none i guess) and it's not funny..
okay see you then:)
10.23.2010
yooo
yeah gw bru aj selese bwt tugas mat ama temen gw si shierly wkwkwkwk...ud g jls bwtny gw ampe pusing2 ndiri tpi amin lah..jadi hehehe
okok cm itu aj wkwkkwkkw tw ah mw nulis ap
byeeee
okok cm itu aj wkwkkwkkw tw ah mw nulis ap
byeeee
10.21.2010
i'm not that kind
yeah gmn y akhr2 ni gw suka rada bete tpi ttp gw pksa senyum..
k org yg lg gw dendem ksumet stngh idup aj gw snyumin, demi mnjaga nama baik tmn gw..
y gw tipe org setia mngkin tpi ada saatny gw meledak dan g ad yg bakal bs berentiin gw..jd gw hrp hal ini tdk trjadi
gw bingung aj lah tw dh mw ngapain pkokny post kli ni rada serius.no jokes guys.i know it's sad.i used to post lots of crappy jokes that would make your ass falls off anyway..
yeah see ya until i get better
k org yg lg gw dendem ksumet stngh idup aj gw snyumin, demi mnjaga nama baik tmn gw..
y gw tipe org setia mngkin tpi ada saatny gw meledak dan g ad yg bakal bs berentiin gw..jd gw hrp hal ini tdk trjadi
gw bingung aj lah tw dh mw ngapain pkokny post kli ni rada serius.no jokes guys.i know it's sad.i used to post lots of crappy jokes that would make your ass falls off anyway..
yeah see ya until i get better
10.07.2010
hey semuany saya kembali!
yap setelah libur panjang ngepost blog krn kelewat males dan topikny yg mw d bicarain kelewat seru, gw g nulis hahhha:)
abis mid nih..tai abis:0 tpi gpp lah i can do it! i know i can:)
trima kasih atas smua bantuan yg d berikan trtama rahmat dari Jesus yah! Thx Jesus:)
dan teman2 sepermainan, keluarga seperumahan, pembantu seperlantai-atas-bawahan dan BONI my lovely dog sepertuan-dan-anjingan.
kalimat d atas dapat membuat anda rusak jadi tidak perlu d baca berulang-ulang aplg mencari artiny d kamus besar bahasa indonesia.
nah
selama mid, inilah hasilny:
MIE- uooo g nyangka ad soal yg indah bgt:) trimakasi!
Mat- mati lah..g jg sih gw bs tpi g yakin. BAKAR YG BUAT SOAL!
PKN- makan tai....CEBURIN YG BUAT SOAL!
BI- NOOOOH BGT AP ITU SECRET OF MONACRE?!
FISIKA- okelah kalo begitu...KUBUR YANG BUAT SOAL!
BIOLOGY- hahaahha bisa lah! SEMBAH YG BUAT SOAL! (tpi krna itu guru yg ngaco, coret sembahny)
IPS- AMIN! PUJI TUHAN YANG BUAT SOAL SOALNY DY BAEK !
yah trims semuany dah..g ush pnjg lebar lagi ..gw mls
hahahha
okay gw akn pny nama tetap untuk blog gw..gw harap ada poling nih hahaa
see ya
abis mid nih..tai abis:0 tpi gpp lah i can do it! i know i can:)
trima kasih atas smua bantuan yg d berikan trtama rahmat dari Jesus yah! Thx Jesus:)
dan teman2 sepermainan, keluarga seperumahan, pembantu seperlantai-atas-bawahan dan BONI my lovely dog sepertuan-dan-anjingan.
kalimat d atas dapat membuat anda rusak jadi tidak perlu d baca berulang-ulang aplg mencari artiny d kamus besar bahasa indonesia.
nah
selama mid, inilah hasilny:
MIE- uooo g nyangka ad soal yg indah bgt:) trimakasi!
Mat- mati lah..g jg sih gw bs tpi g yakin. BAKAR YG BUAT SOAL!
PKN- makan tai....CEBURIN YG BUAT SOAL!
BI- NOOOOH BGT AP ITU SECRET OF MONACRE?!
FISIKA- okelah kalo begitu...KUBUR YANG BUAT SOAL!
BIOLOGY- hahaahha bisa lah! SEMBAH YG BUAT SOAL! (tpi krna itu guru yg ngaco, coret sembahny)
IPS- AMIN! PUJI TUHAN YANG BUAT SOAL SOALNY DY BAEK !
yah trims semuany dah..g ush pnjg lebar lagi ..gw mls
hahahha
okay gw akn pny nama tetap untuk blog gw..gw harap ada poling nih hahaa
see ya
9.23.2010
halo semua:)
hei guys:)
ud lama gw g post blog hahaha sejak libur tuh jadi mls..tetep aj mls skrg
bahahaha..eniwei gw mw crita nih tpi y gmn y..rada mls
soalny tiap kli gw crita psti ad yg brubah2 gtu...g jls dh klo gw ngmng d sini so gw crita hal yang sewajar2ny aj ok?
ok d hahaha hari ni gitar gw 'TEAR' d rental oleh band the Fever (uoooo) tpi sayang, band Fever g jadi pentas T_T...too bad man.
padahal saya mw liat rio nnyi you'll be in my heart (NOH!)
yah...smg laen kli jadi..art performance gtu.trus jg smoga gw bs tmpil lagi januari pas pesta natal:) (amin)
hahahaha gw ud mw cba lagu2ny final fantasy gw mix jadi 1 biar keren jadi lguny nyambung2 gtu kn asik! hahahha tpi g tw jg sih ntar gw d protes pak lius lagi g blh lama2 T_T
nooooooh...pdhl gw pengen!
yea tpi klo gw blg g bnyk org jg peduli ama piano (kasian)...
sedih gila.parah bgt piano tuh bkin pegel ati bnyk org kykny..susah mnghibur dgn piano! masa msti jazz?! my ass..gw mls
hahahha maaf bkn brrti gw g suka jazz tpi maenny itu gila..g tw diri bgt
ud lah gw stres
bye
ud lama gw g post blog hahaha sejak libur tuh jadi mls..tetep aj mls skrg
bahahaha..eniwei gw mw crita nih tpi y gmn y..rada mls
soalny tiap kli gw crita psti ad yg brubah2 gtu...g jls dh klo gw ngmng d sini so gw crita hal yang sewajar2ny aj ok?
ok d hahaha hari ni gitar gw 'TEAR' d rental oleh band the Fever (uoooo) tpi sayang, band Fever g jadi pentas T_T...too bad man.
padahal saya mw liat rio nnyi you'll be in my heart (NOH!)
yah...smg laen kli jadi..art performance gtu.trus jg smoga gw bs tmpil lagi januari pas pesta natal:) (amin)
hahahaha gw ud mw cba lagu2ny final fantasy gw mix jadi 1 biar keren jadi lguny nyambung2 gtu kn asik! hahahha tpi g tw jg sih ntar gw d protes pak lius lagi g blh lama2 T_T
nooooooh...pdhl gw pengen!
yea tpi klo gw blg g bnyk org jg peduli ama piano (kasian)...
sedih gila.parah bgt piano tuh bkin pegel ati bnyk org kykny..susah mnghibur dgn piano! masa msti jazz?! my ass..gw mls
hahahha maaf bkn brrti gw g suka jazz tpi maenny itu gila..g tw diri bgt
ud lah gw stres
bye
9.14.2010
i am evil ?
saya kira bgtu...mngp? yah krn gw itu jahat...why why?
yah pkokny gw itu jahat!
ad sisi gw baek tpi gw brasa jauh lbh jahat drpd baek!!!
gw kdg brhrp org yg gw g suka ato bahkan gw bnci mnding mati, g us blik k dunia ini lagi. gw kdg brhrp seandainy gw bs mmbunuh ssorang yg bnr2 gw sebel, g pduli syp pun itu.gw brhrp gw bs ngncurin stu tmpt yg gw bnci, brhrp gw bs bunuh seorang ato lbh dri 1 org guru krn gw g suka dy, gw brhrp gw bs ngncurin laptop gw sndiri biar dpt laptop baru, gw berharap kluarga gw tunduk sma gw, gw brhrp gw brkuasa dll.
gw rasa tulisan d atas cukup jahat.lbh jahatny lgi, gw brhrp gw bs sllu dpt ap yg gw mw g pduli apapun carany (minumny teh botol sosro) !
iy...gw blg jahat abis..
wah parah lw sil
so gw pun bingung...knp gw msi d biarkan hidup?pdhl gw jahatny bkn maen.masi ad org yg pduli sma gw, g pduli gw jahat bgt sama mrk.masi ad org yg mw mncintai gw pdhl gw ud ud jahat bgt sma mrk,ud bkin sakit ati mgkin aj gw ud bkin mrk hmpir bunuh diri. knp?
gw pny prtnyaan yg bwt gw sndiri bingung:
'knp gw d lhirkan? untuk ap? tujuan gw ap?'
prtnyaan ini slalu ad d kpala gw..yah gmn y..nny org gw jamin pada kaga tw adany gw yg bingung sndiri..gtu dh mkny.seandainy ad yg bs jwb prtnyaan gw dan betul, gw mw ngbulin satu permintaan dh (sebisa gw dan sesuai dgn kondisi gw).ap aj selama, memenuhi kriteria pda kalimat sblmny. hahhaa
bs baca kn?
trima kasih tlh mmbaca blog aneh ini. trutma pada hari ini..aneh bgt, jgn trllu d pkirkan makasi:)
yah pkokny gw itu jahat!
ad sisi gw baek tpi gw brasa jauh lbh jahat drpd baek!!!
gw kdg brhrp org yg gw g suka ato bahkan gw bnci mnding mati, g us blik k dunia ini lagi. gw kdg brhrp seandainy gw bs mmbunuh ssorang yg bnr2 gw sebel, g pduli syp pun itu.gw brhrp gw bs ngncurin stu tmpt yg gw bnci, brhrp gw bs bunuh seorang ato lbh dri 1 org guru krn gw g suka dy, gw brhrp gw bs ngncurin laptop gw sndiri biar dpt laptop baru, gw berharap kluarga gw tunduk sma gw, gw brhrp gw brkuasa dll.
gw rasa tulisan d atas cukup jahat.lbh jahatny lgi, gw brhrp gw bs sllu dpt ap yg gw mw g pduli apapun carany (minumny teh botol sosro) !
iy...gw blg jahat abis..
wah parah lw sil
so gw pun bingung...knp gw msi d biarkan hidup?pdhl gw jahatny bkn maen.masi ad org yg pduli sma gw, g pduli gw jahat bgt sama mrk.masi ad org yg mw mncintai gw pdhl gw ud ud jahat bgt sma mrk,ud bkin sakit ati mgkin aj gw ud bkin mrk hmpir bunuh diri. knp?
gw pny prtnyaan yg bwt gw sndiri bingung:
'knp gw d lhirkan? untuk ap? tujuan gw ap?'
prtnyaan ini slalu ad d kpala gw..yah gmn y..nny org gw jamin pada kaga tw adany gw yg bingung sndiri..gtu dh mkny.seandainy ad yg bs jwb prtnyaan gw dan betul, gw mw ngbulin satu permintaan dh (sebisa gw dan sesuai dgn kondisi gw).ap aj selama, memenuhi kriteria pda kalimat sblmny. hahhaa
bs baca kn?
trima kasih tlh mmbaca blog aneh ini. trutma pada hari ini..aneh bgt, jgn trllu d pkirkan makasi:)
9.13.2010
i'm no good girl
yeah sprti judul d atas, gw g bs d blg orang yg bener2 g baek..
pengen gtu yah jadi anak baek, trus bnyk tmn, yah pemalu, yah yg simple!
yang normal! g kyk gw!
yah gmn soalny tuh gini:
everytime you want to help someone, you ruin it and they dislike you or else cos most people do, believe it.
i want to be trustworthy, yet people thinks i'm not good enough.they always want more from me and i'll just end up suffering in my own despair.
when they need me, i'll be there and ready to help, but they think i'm just getting in their way or something.
and all the bad things, that's my life.
once i ever lose everything in my life and the next i did was the intention to kill myself.but God still loves me for who i am, and here i am, a stronger, better person.i don't know how people thinks of me but here's what i think, they think of me:
ingrate, loudmouth, unworthy, stupid, arrogant, maniac, lazy,kepo, geek, nerd and many other things.
i'm just being honest, maybe you're right! I AM THAT KIND OF PERSON!
I AM NOT A GOOD GIRL AS YOU MAY THINK! just becos i help them doesn't always count as something good right? what if i help them to do something bad and i didn't know about it and it the end i was accused wrongly?
it happens.it did.
and when there're many things i want and when i fight for it, i lost it and i give up easily.i suck at many things.i'm a loner, i was called emo but that ain't me.i never hated the world, i just hate the way it moves at me.
but then again, i never lose hope.not once ever more.even if in the end i must lost, then so be it. i will try as much to gain something and to give everything with all of me.i want to be accepted by others and i must accept myself.
commiting to others and also commited to oneself. i am as much as loser but i won't let that name hangs for the rest of my life.
i'm just me.
i think of the world this way:
'you and i live in two different worlds.maybe you live in the fantasy where most of your dream came true.me?i lived in the world called reality, where good things never happen to me and that's why, i have to fight for it, by myself if i must.'
and here i am, nothing but a human.human perhaps with the soul of warrior.perhaps.
i always takes demon as my name but the real me?
anybody's guess...
pengen gtu yah jadi anak baek, trus bnyk tmn, yah pemalu, yah yg simple!
yang normal! g kyk gw!
yah gmn soalny tuh gini:
everytime you want to help someone, you ruin it and they dislike you or else cos most people do, believe it.
i want to be trustworthy, yet people thinks i'm not good enough.they always want more from me and i'll just end up suffering in my own despair.
when they need me, i'll be there and ready to help, but they think i'm just getting in their way or something.
and all the bad things, that's my life.
once i ever lose everything in my life and the next i did was the intention to kill myself.but God still loves me for who i am, and here i am, a stronger, better person.i don't know how people thinks of me but here's what i think, they think of me:
ingrate, loudmouth, unworthy, stupid, arrogant, maniac, lazy,kepo, geek, nerd and many other things.
i'm just being honest, maybe you're right! I AM THAT KIND OF PERSON!
I AM NOT A GOOD GIRL AS YOU MAY THINK! just becos i help them doesn't always count as something good right? what if i help them to do something bad and i didn't know about it and it the end i was accused wrongly?
it happens.it did.
and when there're many things i want and when i fight for it, i lost it and i give up easily.i suck at many things.i'm a loner, i was called emo but that ain't me.i never hated the world, i just hate the way it moves at me.
but then again, i never lose hope.not once ever more.even if in the end i must lost, then so be it. i will try as much to gain something and to give everything with all of me.i want to be accepted by others and i must accept myself.
commiting to others and also commited to oneself. i am as much as loser but i won't let that name hangs for the rest of my life.
i'm just me.
i think of the world this way:
'you and i live in two different worlds.maybe you live in the fantasy where most of your dream came true.me?i lived in the world called reality, where good things never happen to me and that's why, i have to fight for it, by myself if i must.'
and here i am, nothing but a human.human perhaps with the soul of warrior.perhaps.
i always takes demon as my name but the real me?
anybody's guess...
9.09.2010
Doakan saya survive....di liburan ini
yeah doakan saya!soalny bakal sibuk bgt nih!noooooooooh
yes noh bgt msti bnyk krja jg trnyt drpd bwt pr.ngmg2 pr gw blm bwt gsp.makin noh!
ahhhhhhh gw sebel bgt ttp ad pr.mana projek gw jg blm slese.teoteot
monyong lah.ah gw mkin bt sih krn gw rasa, s cw yg d sukain dy tuh msi suka, tpi g mw jujur!!!!
gw g suka crny, mnding lnsg jujur aj napa!jdi gw tw ap yg hrs gw lakuin next!gw tuh ud gregetan sndri.
but i don't have the rights to own you nor you owning me but i still take my chances even if i would have failed in the end.at least i failed with trying than doing nothing no?
huaaa tpi gw sedih aj..psti gw akan ad rasa iri dan sebgainy pdhl aku tak pnya hak!
maafkan aku...
gw jd mrsa gw tak bs menandingi cewe itu..gw brsa lose hope tapi gw rasa itu bkn akhr dri line gw.seandainy mereka jdian, fine gw akan mundur.tpi gw g akn mundur slmny dri posisi bestfren dan akan sllu bntu dy..dan menunggu my time
yes noh bgt msti bnyk krja jg trnyt drpd bwt pr.ngmg2 pr gw blm bwt gsp.makin noh!
ahhhhhhh gw sebel bgt ttp ad pr.mana projek gw jg blm slese.teoteot
monyong lah.ah gw mkin bt sih krn gw rasa, s cw yg d sukain dy tuh msi suka, tpi g mw jujur!!!!
gw g suka crny, mnding lnsg jujur aj napa!jdi gw tw ap yg hrs gw lakuin next!gw tuh ud gregetan sndri.
but i don't have the rights to own you nor you owning me but i still take my chances even if i would have failed in the end.at least i failed with trying than doing nothing no?
huaaa tpi gw sedih aj..psti gw akan ad rasa iri dan sebgainy pdhl aku tak pnya hak!
maafkan aku...
gw jd mrsa gw tak bs menandingi cewe itu..gw brsa lose hope tapi gw rasa itu bkn akhr dri line gw.seandainy mereka jdian, fine gw akan mundur.tpi gw g akn mundur slmny dri posisi bestfren dan akan sllu bntu dy..dan menunggu my time
9.08.2010
Walk with me
Walk with me? yeah ini untuk menjelaskan perubahan hidup gw..gw rasa lumayan drastis yah..see gw itu dulu:
belagu
cupu
culun
g bisa ap2
maen nabok
males bgt
gmpng marah
oversombong
bokep abis
pesimis
gmpng nangis (cengeng tai babi)
tpi sekarang gw telah melihat perbedaan diri gw...sgt jelas skali saya pun tak menyangka:
makin gelo
cool
pede abis
maen kata
nyolot
bokep makin berkelas
optimis optimis parno
ud mnggunakan cops yg brarti ud g cupu
ud bs bnyk hal (makan tidur maen)
dll i'msocoollike
yeah but sometimes gw pikir gini:
"who walks with me when I change my path? Anyone?"
not many walks with me actually.
ad wktu itu 1 cowo.dy mnghrpkan prubahan dri gw ..oke gw brubah kn dan gw mnta ama dy tlg jagain gw untuk brubah.dy oke2 aj.fine
gw jlnin sprti biasa, mncoba ingt untuk brubah.ok gw prlhn brubah. eh twny, org itu ninggalin gw pas gw lagi butuh2ny
wktu itu gw bnr2 sdih smpe doooooooooooooooown bgt tpi skrg ud i don't care.
trus gw ktmu tmn2 gw yg lm dan gw blg k mrk gw coba brubah..1 per1 ninggalin, cuma mnyisakan 1 of the best from all of them.cuma anak ini yang bener2 ngejagain gw slma gw brubah.
trnyt, dy aj g cukup, gw brtm kmbli dgn musuh gw dan kt bersilahturahmi (maaf2an).kt bener2 keren krn tali silahturahmi kita tuh cpet bgt until bestfriends.gw pun akhrny blg klo gw mw brubah bla bla bla.dy akhrny nyemangatin gw abis2an, support sebesar2ny.gw seneng bgt.g prlu gw sbut namany, you know me:)
trus 3 bestfriend laenny, cowo (yg d ats jg) itu pun smua gw mnta bntu brubah tpi cma 1 d antara 3 yg tanggapanny bener2 ngerasa bwt gw.thanks bgt..you know me well:)
yah pkokny klo gw sortir yg bener2 ad bwt...3 orang
3 people who actually walks with me all this time
Thanks guys, you're always be in my heart (Y)
love you guys
thanks for all this time
always
belagu
cupu
culun
g bisa ap2
maen nabok
males bgt
gmpng marah
oversombong
bokep abis
pesimis
gmpng nangis (cengeng tai babi)
tpi sekarang gw telah melihat perbedaan diri gw...sgt jelas skali saya pun tak menyangka:
makin gelo
cool
pede abis
maen kata
nyolot
bokep makin berkelas
optimis optimis parno
ud mnggunakan cops yg brarti ud g cupu
ud bs bnyk hal (makan tidur maen)
dll i'msocoollike
yeah but sometimes gw pikir gini:
"who walks with me when I change my path? Anyone?"
not many walks with me actually.
ad wktu itu 1 cowo.dy mnghrpkan prubahan dri gw ..oke gw brubah kn dan gw mnta ama dy tlg jagain gw untuk brubah.dy oke2 aj.fine
gw jlnin sprti biasa, mncoba ingt untuk brubah.ok gw prlhn brubah. eh twny, org itu ninggalin gw pas gw lagi butuh2ny
wktu itu gw bnr2 sdih smpe doooooooooooooooown bgt tpi skrg ud i don't care.
trus gw ktmu tmn2 gw yg lm dan gw blg k mrk gw coba brubah..1 per1 ninggalin, cuma mnyisakan 1 of the best from all of them.cuma anak ini yang bener2 ngejagain gw slma gw brubah.
trnyt, dy aj g cukup, gw brtm kmbli dgn musuh gw dan kt bersilahturahmi (maaf2an).kt bener2 keren krn tali silahturahmi kita tuh cpet bgt until bestfriends.gw pun akhrny blg klo gw mw brubah bla bla bla.dy akhrny nyemangatin gw abis2an, support sebesar2ny.gw seneng bgt.g prlu gw sbut namany, you know me:)
trus 3 bestfriend laenny, cowo (yg d ats jg) itu pun smua gw mnta bntu brubah tpi cma 1 d antara 3 yg tanggapanny bener2 ngerasa bwt gw.thanks bgt..you know me well:)
yah pkokny klo gw sortir yg bener2 ad bwt...3 orang
3 people who actually walks with me all this time
Thanks guys, you're always be in my heart (Y)
love you guys
thanks for all this time
always
9.07.2010
ugh I hate my dad's act!
yeah! he's been too damn headstrong these days!hard as rock and that ain't funny!!!
ah gw sebel tpi gw g bs tulis skrg soalny ud mw d pake ntar dh kpn2 hahhahha!!!
g lucu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BYE!
ah gw sebel tpi gw g bs tulis skrg soalny ud mw d pake ntar dh kpn2 hahhahha!!!
g lucu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BYE!
9.05.2010
gw sbel bonyok gw!
tai sebel bgt gw !!!!!!!! msa gw g blh kersos bgi2 baju?!
emg knp sih?! masalah bgt!
alasanny suru bgi k panti, beres.
yeah bgus
bgi panti gtu...mana ad pnti org dewasa?!pikir dong!
gw g suka cara pikir org dewasa yg skrg tu msi g mw brbgi gtu trmsuk ortu gw.kdg gw kesel knp g mw..knp mwny gmpng bwt yg spele..krna mnrut gw ini bukan hal spele soalny ini nilai gw!!
klo ksi panti doang bukan kerja sosial namany!!
NGOCOL BGT SIH IH BETE GW!!!! kesel stngh idup!!! huh...trus mw d apain tu baju maenan smua brg ud gw kumpulin susah payah eh..lariny k panti asuhan yg uda kaya..oh no way..msi bnyk desa2 yg butuh brang!panti asuhan tuh skrg maen curang!klo gw ktmu satu panti asuhan yg g curang, puji Tuhan karyany masi ad sma si pndiri pnti asuhan yang jujur!!itu baru panti asuhan!!!
org skrg mwny gmpng sih..lw (ortu) ngmng k gw klo gw mwny gmpng terus, skrg giliran gw mw susah2 cri nilai eh lw suru gw cri yg gmpng!!!
bisa dendem kesumet !!!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!
klo gw blh ngancurin ap aj, nih laptop ud msuk kuburan kli..sayangny, gw msi menyanyangimu darling..geli hahhaahah maaf vaio sayang
g brmksd tpi ak brmksd mnggntimu dgn apple muahahhahaaha bcnda :)
ah pake smiley face!gw g ad smiley face skrg!! mls gw bete marah kesel sebel!!
emg knp sih?! masalah bgt!
alasanny suru bgi k panti, beres.
yeah bgus
bgi panti gtu...mana ad pnti org dewasa?!pikir dong!
gw g suka cara pikir org dewasa yg skrg tu msi g mw brbgi gtu trmsuk ortu gw.kdg gw kesel knp g mw..knp mwny gmpng bwt yg spele..krna mnrut gw ini bukan hal spele soalny ini nilai gw!!
klo ksi panti doang bukan kerja sosial namany!!
NGOCOL BGT SIH IH BETE GW!!!! kesel stngh idup!!! huh...trus mw d apain tu baju maenan smua brg ud gw kumpulin susah payah eh..lariny k panti asuhan yg uda kaya..oh no way..msi bnyk desa2 yg butuh brang!panti asuhan tuh skrg maen curang!klo gw ktmu satu panti asuhan yg g curang, puji Tuhan karyany masi ad sma si pndiri pnti asuhan yang jujur!!itu baru panti asuhan!!!
org skrg mwny gmpng sih..lw (ortu) ngmng k gw klo gw mwny gmpng terus, skrg giliran gw mw susah2 cri nilai eh lw suru gw cri yg gmpng!!!
bisa dendem kesumet !!!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!
klo gw blh ngancurin ap aj, nih laptop ud msuk kuburan kli..sayangny, gw msi menyanyangimu darling..geli hahhaahah maaf vaio sayang
g brmksd tpi ak brmksd mnggntimu dgn apple muahahhahaaha bcnda :)
ah pake smiley face!gw g ad smiley face skrg!! mls gw bete marah kesel sebel!!
post hari ini:)
yooo ini lah hari ini!!! (ngrti g?)
ok kta mulai dri pagi gw bngun tidur.tdk akan mendetail tpi yah...you'll see
jam 6 pagi d kamar..gw, tntu saja, masih molor..krn gw mls bngun.sbnrny ud bngun cuma lgi adem aj d kamar yhhhh tidur lagi dh, pnjgin mimpi (bisa loh hahha)..
eh bokap ikutan..masuk kamar nnyi hati sbgai hamba ...astaga
alarm macam mana itu?!apa ini?!
agak berlebihan soalny bokap masuk, duduk d ranjang gw matiin ac, kluar lagi...bah
gnggu tidur..y ud abis tu d triakin..pagi yg tdk tntram..
lalu ud siap2, abis melakukan brbagai ritual wktu pmbntu pulang, gw mndi, mkn dll dan g lupa maen piano:)
nah jam 8 tuh ud pda dtg k rmh gw..y prtm si tasia, trus jane trus cumi..eh tella ketinggalan soalny kta mw k pasar bwt bli kntong plstik ama mie instan..
tot hrgny mahal amt s kerdos.sbel gw..y ud akhrny dgn brat hati mngeluarkan uang 135 ribu bwt 3 krdos mie instan dan 8500 bwt kntong plstik..do the math.
ud bis tu pulang.eh tella g ad..ad gw yg bingung..y ud kt mulai krja smbl foto2 dh hahhahaa.akhrny tella nonggol..
maimen kita akhrny ikutan krja...lama bngt krja msukin kntong plstik dgn susu kotakan, beras ama mie instan..omaigoat.
akhrny selesai stlh bribu kringat bercucuran...gw merasa otot tgn kanan gw brkmbng (lagi)..mampus berat sebelah jahahhaa.
trus kt nyari2 kliling desa dh.prtm desa dkt ...lupa pkokny alsut lah.ad gang lwatin situ gtu..eh ud dpt lah.bbrp rumah k bgi soalny kt baginy milih.yg mnurut kt mmpu kykny g prlu bntuan..
totny, org2ny tu ngocol ad yg nnya 'kok saya g kbgian?'
gw jwb aj, 'sri ya mas, lw kn msi mmpu!'
tpi boong...g lah gw g smpe sgtuny kali
kt diemin aj org kek gtu..ad jg lu usaha dong!MRK AJ YG G MMPU USAHA MASA LW KALAH SIH?! CUPU!
stlh memendam dendam kesumet trhdp smua org yg kyk gtu,akhrny gw brsbr2ria lagi hahahaha.. kta jg nemuin bnyk org baek yg brtrmakasihny tuh bnr2 sopan!patut d contoh loh :)
ud itu, kt smpt kesasar krn g tw arah.mana supir gw sok tau lagi hahahha.y ud kt fine2 aj soalny abis it kt kluar d dpn pom bensin dkt sport center alsut! amin gila gw kira kt kluar d tol...kejauhan
haha trus k desa dpn skolah tuh.kt jln kaki k dlm bawa2 kntong beras ama smbako..sma kyk d desa prtm, tu org2 jg ad yg smpe smua kluarga gtu hrus dpt,memaksa gtu dh..kt diemin aj.pak lurah lgi...g tw diri bgt sih lo.
anak2 kt bagiin susu kotakan d dpn masjid.kita suru mrk bgi2 kn awalny tpi pada g ngrti y ud kt bagiin dh hahaha..
trus kn masi ad sisa, kt bgi aj k satpam alsut ama satpam gereja ama satuny lagi bwt supir gw hahaha...
pkokny seneng bgt hri ni bisa bntuin org trutama yg brtrimakasih bgt sma kita:)
they're so grateful not like us..
harus d contoh nih!!
gw pgn kyk gini lagi dh pas natalan!!eh minggu dpn masi y?hahhaa hmpir lpa!
gw blm bgi yg maenan ama baju2!
gw jd santa claus bulan ramadhan aj kli y?
nmny? KATAR CLAUS RAMADHAN EDITION! hahhaha jayus lw najis
ok kta mulai dri pagi gw bngun tidur.tdk akan mendetail tpi yah...you'll see
jam 6 pagi d kamar..gw, tntu saja, masih molor..krn gw mls bngun.sbnrny ud bngun cuma lgi adem aj d kamar yhhhh tidur lagi dh, pnjgin mimpi (bisa loh hahha)..
eh bokap ikutan..masuk kamar nnyi hati sbgai hamba ...astaga
alarm macam mana itu?!apa ini?!
agak berlebihan soalny bokap masuk, duduk d ranjang gw matiin ac, kluar lagi...bah
gnggu tidur..y ud abis tu d triakin..pagi yg tdk tntram..
lalu ud siap2, abis melakukan brbagai ritual wktu pmbntu pulang, gw mndi, mkn dll dan g lupa maen piano:)
nah jam 8 tuh ud pda dtg k rmh gw..y prtm si tasia, trus jane trus cumi..eh tella ketinggalan soalny kta mw k pasar bwt bli kntong plstik ama mie instan..
tot hrgny mahal amt s kerdos.sbel gw..y ud akhrny dgn brat hati mngeluarkan uang 135 ribu bwt 3 krdos mie instan dan 8500 bwt kntong plstik..do the math.
ud bis tu pulang.eh tella g ad..ad gw yg bingung..y ud kt mulai krja smbl foto2 dh hahhahaa.akhrny tella nonggol..
maimen kita akhrny ikutan krja...lama bngt krja msukin kntong plstik dgn susu kotakan, beras ama mie instan..omaigoat.
akhrny selesai stlh bribu kringat bercucuran...gw merasa otot tgn kanan gw brkmbng (lagi)..mampus berat sebelah jahahhaa.
trus kt nyari2 kliling desa dh.prtm desa dkt ...lupa pkokny alsut lah.ad gang lwatin situ gtu..eh ud dpt lah.bbrp rumah k bgi soalny kt baginy milih.yg mnurut kt mmpu kykny g prlu bntuan..
totny, org2ny tu ngocol ad yg nnya 'kok saya g kbgian?'
gw jwb aj, 'sri ya mas, lw kn msi mmpu!'
tpi boong...g lah gw g smpe sgtuny kali
kt diemin aj org kek gtu..ad jg lu usaha dong!MRK AJ YG G MMPU USAHA MASA LW KALAH SIH?! CUPU!
stlh memendam dendam kesumet trhdp smua org yg kyk gtu,akhrny gw brsbr2ria lagi hahahaha.. kta jg nemuin bnyk org baek yg brtrmakasihny tuh bnr2 sopan!patut d contoh loh :)
ud itu, kt smpt kesasar krn g tw arah.mana supir gw sok tau lagi hahahha.y ud kt fine2 aj soalny abis it kt kluar d dpn pom bensin dkt sport center alsut! amin gila gw kira kt kluar d tol...kejauhan
haha trus k desa dpn skolah tuh.kt jln kaki k dlm bawa2 kntong beras ama smbako..sma kyk d desa prtm, tu org2 jg ad yg smpe smua kluarga gtu hrus dpt,memaksa gtu dh..kt diemin aj.pak lurah lgi...g tw diri bgt sih lo.
anak2 kt bagiin susu kotakan d dpn masjid.kita suru mrk bgi2 kn awalny tpi pada g ngrti y ud kt bagiin dh hahaha..
trus kn masi ad sisa, kt bgi aj k satpam alsut ama satpam gereja ama satuny lagi bwt supir gw hahaha...
pkokny seneng bgt hri ni bisa bntuin org trutama yg brtrimakasih bgt sma kita:)
they're so grateful not like us..
harus d contoh nih!!
gw pgn kyk gini lagi dh pas natalan!!eh minggu dpn masi y?hahhaa hmpir lpa!
gw blm bgi yg maenan ama baju2!
gw jd santa claus bulan ramadhan aj kli y?
nmny? KATAR CLAUS RAMADHAN EDITION! hahhaha jayus lw najis
9.04.2010
what a day..
yep hri ini sudah mnjdi what a day..
pmbntu gw sudah pada go home (i'll miss you guys:()
gw hrp mrk senang pulang kmpung (jgn lupa oleh2 biji coklatny!!)
hahaha
trus hri ini nadya my friend prgi k eropa (NOH GW G D AJAK!)
tpi gpp kta smpt gud bay2an smpe jam 3 dri jam 11 (5 jam an, g lah g pas 5 jam)
trus kmi sudah trharu krn dy mw bwain gw salju dri sana!
I'm TOUCHED!! (foolishly)
okai so hari ni gw k dentist terfavorit (buat masuk RSJ) gw bwt (awalny mw lepas) lepas kawat..eh twny...gra2 lebaran (monyong) gw g jdi lepas, msti nunggu lagi !
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH!!!
ef yu si kay bgt gw sebel knp lebaran maju mulu tngglny?!g strategis!!
okay jdi skrg gigi gw d psng karet2 lgi warna ketupat (yes, it's green and yellow)
yellow kn biar ad glow..tw iklan quatron?no yellow, no glow!!
caelah promosi...
ok itu ud off the topic bgt..
trus les tdi gw bljr lgu bgus (bru dpt) dri FF XIII yeah my favorite dah:)
here's a little something
ini yg gw pljrin..bgus bgt trus gw jdi niat maen biola jg gra2 yg relatedny nih
TOT GW PGN BLJR BIOLA!!! TARGET: biola ud hrus bs sblm kuliah klo g bs cupu lw!
nah berikutny gw les gitar akustik..oke gw ktmu guru gw yg acakadul rmbut cihuy dan bohay, kribo2 pnjng kriwil2...ah pnjg amt deskripsiin dy blm bibirny yg lebar stngh mati huahuahuahua.tpi orgny baek cuma bodohny...
GW LUPA NAMA DY
hahahha dy lngsung : 'adu kmu kok g ingt nama saya?sdih dh..
tot apaan tuh hahhahhahha ah bodo lah pkokny gw akustik and that's all that matters!
and so yeah keseharian gw kykny gtu dh hari ni plus yg post2 sblumny itu loh.so byeeeeeeeee
pmbntu gw sudah pada go home (i'll miss you guys:()
gw hrp mrk senang pulang kmpung (jgn lupa oleh2 biji coklatny!!)
hahaha
trus hri ini nadya my friend prgi k eropa (NOH GW G D AJAK!)
tpi gpp kta smpt gud bay2an smpe jam 3 dri jam 11 (5 jam an, g lah g pas 5 jam)
trus kmi sudah trharu krn dy mw bwain gw salju dri sana!
I'm TOUCHED!! (foolishly)
okai so hari ni gw k dentist terfavorit (buat masuk RSJ) gw bwt (awalny mw lepas) lepas kawat..eh twny...gra2 lebaran (monyong) gw g jdi lepas, msti nunggu lagi !
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH!!!
ef yu si kay bgt gw sebel knp lebaran maju mulu tngglny?!g strategis!!
okay jdi skrg gigi gw d psng karet2 lgi warna ketupat (yes, it's green and yellow)
yellow kn biar ad glow..tw iklan quatron?no yellow, no glow!!
caelah promosi...
ok itu ud off the topic bgt..
trus les tdi gw bljr lgu bgus (bru dpt) dri FF XIII yeah my favorite dah:)
here's a little something
ini yg gw pljrin..bgus bgt trus gw jdi niat maen biola jg gra2 yg relatedny nih
TOT GW PGN BLJR BIOLA!!! TARGET: biola ud hrus bs sblm kuliah klo g bs cupu lw!
nah berikutny gw les gitar akustik..oke gw ktmu guru gw yg acakadul rmbut cihuy dan bohay, kribo2 pnjng kriwil2...ah pnjg amt deskripsiin dy blm bibirny yg lebar stngh mati huahuahuahua.tpi orgny baek cuma bodohny...
GW LUPA NAMA DY
hahahha dy lngsung : 'adu kmu kok g ingt nama saya?sdih dh..
tot apaan tuh hahhahhahha ah bodo lah pkokny gw akustik and that's all that matters!
and so yeah keseharian gw kykny gtu dh hari ni plus yg post2 sblumny itu loh.so byeeeeeeeee
Love that fools
yeah so here we go on the thing that makes the world go round.
LOVE
everybody knows what it means, indescribeable, stupid, foolish, irrational.
no matter how you want it to be understand, you'll only end up losing it cos it's
IRRATIONAL.and stupid but ...you know (if you don't, wait until your chance)
okay so i have a friend (perhaps, i 'had' a friend) who used to be real close to me.yeah we're on the same class and we sit next to each other.
you know what?she got herself a boyfriend!yey her, i don't really care.
so the thing is, i think the love she had now is making her blind and not sensitive to her friends. basically, it's not that i hate her or so whatever but her acts has been very annoying with every little thing she said (aside from the importance of studies) and every little thing she do (maybe thinking too!)
let me explain my situation, i'm not jealous so please don't be foolish.here's my reasons for disliking her:
1. she said that she hates people who dates in our class (i think she's jealous but once again, i don't care). LOOK WHO'S TALKING NOW?!
2. she said that people who are meant to be together looks alike. ahem, does it really matters?my mom and dad don't look the same if yes, they must have been siblings.
3. she wrote all about her love life in her post!! any IDIOTS should have known that writing personal life is not suitable on a blog!
4. she ask her friends like these, 'how come all of these people knows that i'm dating him?i feel uncomfortable..'
so again, back to number 3. she wrote on her BLOG, FACEBOOK, and SHE TOLD PEOPLE HERSELF...weren't that clear enough for you, ms. 'i got 128 IQ when i was in kindergarten'?!
5. you choose your boy and abandoned your friends (don't need to count me in)!take example, my friend, she said to me, 'hey i feel very resentful to her cos she abandoned me!yesterday she said 'can i go home with you' and i was like sure and she was like 'cos my boyfriend got home earlier' and i was like hell you place me second to your boy and i was very mad i left her behind!'
yeah you get the point.
6. i still have personal reasons but once again it's personal.
okay i'm not jealous, bear with it!
so what i wrote here, it's not personal, it's REALITY!
face it kid! LOOK IN THE MIRROR!!
i won't say that you're wrong but you have to accept the truth
i hope you'll do what's right and sorry if i offend you.
hate me as you like, i won't hate back..
why should i?
it gives me nothing
LOVE
everybody knows what it means, indescribeable, stupid, foolish, irrational.
no matter how you want it to be understand, you'll only end up losing it cos it's
IRRATIONAL.and stupid but ...you know (if you don't, wait until your chance)
okay so i have a friend (perhaps, i 'had' a friend) who used to be real close to me.yeah we're on the same class and we sit next to each other.
you know what?she got herself a boyfriend!yey her, i don't really care.
so the thing is, i think the love she had now is making her blind and not sensitive to her friends. basically, it's not that i hate her or so whatever but her acts has been very annoying with every little thing she said (aside from the importance of studies) and every little thing she do (maybe thinking too!)
let me explain my situation, i'm not jealous so please don't be foolish.here's my reasons for disliking her:
1. she said that she hates people who dates in our class (i think she's jealous but once again, i don't care). LOOK WHO'S TALKING NOW?!
2. she said that people who are meant to be together looks alike. ahem, does it really matters?my mom and dad don't look the same if yes, they must have been siblings.
3. she wrote all about her love life in her post!! any IDIOTS should have known that writing personal life is not suitable on a blog!
4. she ask her friends like these, 'how come all of these people knows that i'm dating him?i feel uncomfortable..'
so again, back to number 3. she wrote on her BLOG, FACEBOOK, and SHE TOLD PEOPLE HERSELF...weren't that clear enough for you, ms. 'i got 128 IQ when i was in kindergarten'?!
5. you choose your boy and abandoned your friends (don't need to count me in)!take example, my friend, she said to me, 'hey i feel very resentful to her cos she abandoned me!yesterday she said 'can i go home with you' and i was like sure and she was like 'cos my boyfriend got home earlier' and i was like hell you place me second to your boy and i was very mad i left her behind!'
yeah you get the point.
6. i still have personal reasons but once again it's personal.
okay i'm not jealous, bear with it!
so what i wrote here, it's not personal, it's REALITY!
face it kid! LOOK IN THE MIRROR!!
i won't say that you're wrong but you have to accept the truth
i hope you'll do what's right and sorry if i offend you.
hate me as you like, i won't hate back..
why should i?
it gives me nothing
kritik indo malay
tdi pas gw makan malam d resto kecil dkt2 alsut gw nonton tv yg judul britany:
DAMAI TAPI GERSANG
psti tw klo lw pada nonton yee ini soal pertikaian malay indo lagi.
pake maskot upin ama unyil tolol abis
oke to main topic.
parah bgt kn rakyat kita indonesia itu sampe buat bendera malay tpi gmbrny tuh (bwt gw keren) monyet ama pisang yg mstiny gmbar bulan bintang (ni partai indo kn?)
sumpah trus d bkr2 lah pkokny menolak bgt tuh yg namany malay..maling sih.no offense
tpi mstiny kt juga ngliat dri kita dong!
klo kt pake bkr2 bndra sgla, kta tuh ud d anggap barbar! RASIS! DISKRIMINASI!
kn g smua org malay sprti itu!toh masi ad yg baek sperti kata Manohara
kita tuh g blh brpikiran smpit!kita harus memandang luas.bingung sih rkyat indo barbar skrg.makan ap coba.
Kpd Pak Prsiden SBY jg nih, harus tegas pak! kalo g negara kita d cap barbar k negara malay.okelah kita lah bertikai tpi ini g bs d biarin!klo kt g slh, kt tdk prlu mmnta maaf,kt jg g prlu nuntut mrk untuk mnta maaf.lbh baik mrk sdr krn suatu saat batu yg d lempar psti akan balik lagi (ingt reverse ball?y sprti itu)
buat semuany, saya minta maaf apabila tercantum kata2 kasar pada post ini tpi saya harap anda mengerti maksud saya. ini hanya kritik, opini saya.
Pak SBY, jgn sibuk buat lagu dong pak.yang tegas pak!ini msalah negara loh! bwt negara kita Indonesia!
DAMAI TAPI GERSANG
psti tw klo lw pada nonton yee ini soal pertikaian malay indo lagi.
pake maskot upin ama unyil tolol abis
oke to main topic.
parah bgt kn rakyat kita indonesia itu sampe buat bendera malay tpi gmbrny tuh (bwt gw keren) monyet ama pisang yg mstiny gmbar bulan bintang (ni partai indo kn?)
sumpah trus d bkr2 lah pkokny menolak bgt tuh yg namany malay..maling sih.no offense
tpi mstiny kt juga ngliat dri kita dong!
klo kt pake bkr2 bndra sgla, kta tuh ud d anggap barbar! RASIS! DISKRIMINASI!
kn g smua org malay sprti itu!toh masi ad yg baek sperti kata Manohara
kita tuh g blh brpikiran smpit!kita harus memandang luas.bingung sih rkyat indo barbar skrg.makan ap coba.
Kpd Pak Prsiden SBY jg nih, harus tegas pak! kalo g negara kita d cap barbar k negara malay.okelah kita lah bertikai tpi ini g bs d biarin!klo kt g slh, kt tdk prlu mmnta maaf,kt jg g prlu nuntut mrk untuk mnta maaf.lbh baik mrk sdr krn suatu saat batu yg d lempar psti akan balik lagi (ingt reverse ball?y sprti itu)
buat semuany, saya minta maaf apabila tercantum kata2 kasar pada post ini tpi saya harap anda mengerti maksud saya. ini hanya kritik, opini saya.
Pak SBY, jgn sibuk buat lagu dong pak.yang tegas pak!ini msalah negara loh! bwt negara kita Indonesia!
9.03.2010
a good song i suka bnget!
it's called If you only knew from Maroon 5!!
I LOVE MAROON 5!! so cool!
I wake up
Thoughts of you
Tattooed to my mind
As I wonder
What to wear
What to eat
Who to be
Will I see you again
And as my car breaks down
I shake my head and say
What a day
If you only knew
What I went through just to get to you
I'm hanging from you
And I'll hold on if you want me to
Every bus, every train,
Ever cab, every lane is JAMMED
So I looked to the sky
And I reached for the planes with my hands
If all my days go wrong
I'll think about last night
It went right
If you only knew
What I went through just to get to you
I'm hanging from you
And I'll hold on if you want me to
If you only knew
What I went through just to get to you
I'm swinging from you
And there's nothing I would rather do
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harus denger, pianony jg gaul!hahhahaa i love it!!so much bgt hahha
I LOVE MAROON 5!! so cool!
I wake up
Thoughts of you
Tattooed to my mind
As I wonder
What to wear
What to eat
Who to be
Will I see you again
And as my car breaks down
I shake my head and say
What a day
If you only knew
What I went through just to get to you
I'm hanging from you
And I'll hold on if you want me to
Every bus, every train,
Ever cab, every lane is JAMMED
So I looked to the sky
And I reached for the planes with my hands
If all my days go wrong
I'll think about last night
It went right
If you only knew
What I went through just to get to you
I'm hanging from you
And I'll hold on if you want me to
If you only knew
What I went through just to get to you
I'm swinging from you
And there's nothing I would rather do
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harus denger, pianony jg gaul!hahhahaa i love it!!so much bgt hahha
hello kembali it's friday!
halo all!!!
yeah it's been a day oh HELL!
once again, it has been a not so cool day!not so cool!
physics: yeah i can do it! i got 7 i think ..
math: oh hell number 3 i wasn't sure and number 4, hell, i forgot what i just learned!! stupid!!!foolish you!!funsucker!
english: crap..i heard those vocabs but i never really get to know what it means so i interpret it myself..sheesh..
okay so overall, it's just so so i think hahahha
cupu balik indo yee
eh guys parah bgt loh d tv trnyt kok y ramadhan malah marak tuh rampok2an..
mana pake senjata api pula (wuidih)
ckck trnyt indo gokil...bagian kriminalitas.
g lucu tae masa mnjelang lebaran orang ngabuburit rampok2an?!
kyk kaga ad kerjaan aj sih..mkny nonton KULTUM DEMI MASA!! (?)
hati2 yah yg pada jalan2..bnyk maling/jambret/rampok dmn2 sih..
wish you luck guys!
eh i ad story..tpi ini bkn berita bgus
someone from my family d vonis hidupny g bkl lama lagi..
soalny d kanker ud smpe ke otak..
aduu parah bgt..ktny taon depan dy ud bs...you know lah..
doain yah semoga dia dpt keajaiban gtu trus bs sembuh..kasian istriny ama anak2ny..
dy baek sih trus lucu gtu mkny gw sedih aj klo mslny hal itu smpe trjadi..
walopun gw g gtu kenal ama dy tpi he's still my family!!i would care no less for my family...too much have died..
doain dy yah teman2..gw kasian keluargany jg..kasian dy jg sih..
GW G TEGA!!! that's all lah...bye
yeah it's been a day oh HELL!
once again, it has been a not so cool day!not so cool!
physics: yeah i can do it! i got 7 i think ..
math: oh hell number 3 i wasn't sure and number 4, hell, i forgot what i just learned!! stupid!!!foolish you!!funsucker!
english: crap..i heard those vocabs but i never really get to know what it means so i interpret it myself..sheesh..
okay so overall, it's just so so i think hahahha
cupu balik indo yee
eh guys parah bgt loh d tv trnyt kok y ramadhan malah marak tuh rampok2an..
mana pake senjata api pula (wuidih)
ckck trnyt indo gokil...bagian kriminalitas.
g lucu tae masa mnjelang lebaran orang ngabuburit rampok2an?!
kyk kaga ad kerjaan aj sih..mkny nonton KULTUM DEMI MASA!! (?)
hati2 yah yg pada jalan2..bnyk maling/jambret/rampok dmn2 sih..
wish you luck guys!
eh i ad story..tpi ini bkn berita bgus
someone from my family d vonis hidupny g bkl lama lagi..
soalny d kanker ud smpe ke otak..
aduu parah bgt..ktny taon depan dy ud bs...you know lah..
doain yah semoga dia dpt keajaiban gtu trus bs sembuh..kasian istriny ama anak2ny..
dy baek sih trus lucu gtu mkny gw sedih aj klo mslny hal itu smpe trjadi..
walopun gw g gtu kenal ama dy tpi he's still my family!!i would care no less for my family...too much have died..
doain dy yah teman2..gw kasian keluargany jg..kasian dy jg sih..
GW G TEGA!!! that's all lah...bye
9.02.2010
hey yall i'm feeling bad
iy nih..gw lagi sedih aj y
kok gw mrsa lonely bgt
sediiiiiiiiiiiiiiiih bgt tp g lebay dh!
g gw g nngis klo lw nny gtu tpi hmpir mw nngis, itu adlh hal absolut
makin sebel, bsok ulangan mat + quiz fisika + english test = hell!!!
tot gw mls bgt..
if i could turn back time, i wish i could have realized it sooner when i was younger..
to know the truth of you..
but thanks, i'm not regretting..i will fight till the end.
if i quit, i'm just a sore-born loser to begin with and that isn't me..
i promise if i could do better just by saving my friendship, then i could do more, lots of good things in my life
for the world...
i'm sorry if i did/do something wrong to you..i never really ask your help so can i ask this;
PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR MY MISTAKES AND PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME WHY YOU'RE LIKE THIS
i wanted to help you, talk to you and spend many times joking with you..i miss every moment we've been through and i don't want to lose you..no more.
if only i could tell this face to face.maybe it doesn't have to be this way..
i'm just not brave enough...
am i not good?if so, why?
give me a chance please...to explain
kok gw mrsa lonely bgt
sediiiiiiiiiiiiiiiih bgt tp g lebay dh!
g gw g nngis klo lw nny gtu tpi hmpir mw nngis, itu adlh hal absolut
makin sebel, bsok ulangan mat + quiz fisika + english test = hell!!!
tot gw mls bgt..
if i could turn back time, i wish i could have realized it sooner when i was younger..
to know the truth of you..
but thanks, i'm not regretting..i will fight till the end.
if i quit, i'm just a sore-born loser to begin with and that isn't me..
i promise if i could do better just by saving my friendship, then i could do more, lots of good things in my life
for the world...
i'm sorry if i did/do something wrong to you..i never really ask your help so can i ask this;
PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR MY MISTAKES AND PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME WHY YOU'RE LIKE THIS
i wanted to help you, talk to you and spend many times joking with you..i miss every moment we've been through and i don't want to lose you..no more.
if only i could tell this face to face.maybe it doesn't have to be this way..
i'm just not brave enough...
am i not good?if so, why?
give me a chance please...to explain
9.01.2010
i got myself lots to give:)
hellooooooooooooooo!!!!
wah keren banget tadi abis pulang les, sumbangan bwt kersos gw numpuk tae!!!
bnyak banget!!
maenan berserakan dah tuh, trus baju2 yh kprluan laenny
GAULNYA, kita juga dapet BERAS 50 KG!!!
GILA TAE!!
maaf bnyk tae
iy tpi bnyk bgt lah OMG trimakasih Ibu Linda(s) [karena Ibu Linda tidak hanya satu]
aduuu gw kykny bakal nulis dikit nih soalny sibuk bgt!!!hahaha
knp gw g brani gtu sih say hi k dy..just hi..mai goat
gw payah bgt sih..yeah
i'll have to do this on my own! aku harus optimis!yeah!
wah keren banget tadi abis pulang les, sumbangan bwt kersos gw numpuk tae!!!
bnyak banget!!
maenan berserakan dah tuh, trus baju2 yh kprluan laenny
GAULNYA, kita juga dapet BERAS 50 KG!!!
GILA TAE!!
maaf bnyk tae
iy tpi bnyk bgt lah OMG trimakasih Ibu Linda(s) [karena Ibu Linda tidak hanya satu]
aduuu gw kykny bakal nulis dikit nih soalny sibuk bgt!!!hahaha
knp gw g brani gtu sih say hi k dy..just hi..mai goat
gw payah bgt sih..yeah
i'll have to do this on my own! aku harus optimis!yeah!
8.31.2010
today is yah..gmn y?
akhir2 ini gw sudah membuat bnyk teori contoh:
' cinta = binatang. why? karena cinta tidak membutuhkan alasan sama kayak ayam kalo ada makanan asal patok g pake alasan.'
betul?
p.s bagi mereka yang menanggap begitu, jgn tersinggung karena ini cuma teori gw!!!
i used to be that kind of girl.but i realized how suck that would be.good thing i've realized it quick enough to fill the gaps of my life.
wasn't really filled but i will walk with pride:)
hey i've got stories!
wait...NO TULISAN D PALM GW ILANG!!!!
pdhl gw tulis d situ! T_T...
yah gw ingt sih beberapa dan kali ini tentang...
TAMBANG EMAS DI PAPUA!!!!!!
yeah gw akan menjelaskan kejadian d sana dan yg gw dngr okok???
so today papa Dwi menjelaskan pada kita kalo negara Inggris (favorit gw nih) ama Amerika (impian kbrp gw) trnyt itu trlalu mengambil untung negara kita!!
KITA DI SEDOT SUMBERNY!! WE ARE SUCKED BY THOSE FREAKIN GRINGOS(?)!!
yah bukan maksudny marah *I'm not angry with you guys, seriously. this is only my opinion, personally.
so mereka kan buat kontrak ama kita Indonesian, di papua. TITny, papua tuh pnya banyak tambang emas bagus berkualitas, mahakarya dah tuh tambang emas.sayang sih orang2 liar jdi bnyk yg mati.
eh tuh tmbang emas trnyt g cukup bwt mrk. TOTny mereka ktny nemu uranium di papua !!!
ANJING TAI BABI!! URANIUM 100X lebih mahal DARI EMAS!!! MONYONG!!!
* DOG POO PIG!!! URANIUM is 100X expensive than those FREAKIN GOLD!! lobang pantat..
(ralat; URANIUM 300X lbh mahal!!!)
aduuu harapan kepada negara Indo nih:
buat negara yang bener dong..masa sumber daya kita d ambilin terus ama orang luar??kita g maju dong..kasian orang2 kita, bnyk yg mskin nih eh pemerintah ngocol, g pdulian..lw mw merintah apa coba g ada rakyat?!aduu saya kesel loh asli!
saya bkn turunan asli jawa ato sunda ato suku apa aj d indonesia, saya orang luar, tptny cina dan saya tntuny takkan brgama sama sprti kalian tpi saya mngrti btul Indonesia karena inilah tanah air saya! tmpt saya di lahirkan dan akan mnjadi tanah terakhir tmpt saya menunggu ajal. maka saya tdk ingin tnah ini di pergunakan seenakny untuk negara laen!sdh saatny indonesia maju dong! saya masih muda! 14 tahun! dan 14 tahun saya memikirkan dunia! singkatny saya jelas tidak tahu bnyk tpi msi bnyk org yg lbh tdk tahu lagi krna pemerintah!!
saya prnh mndngr crita bhwa indonesia adalh negara yg paling kaya sedunia.kelemahannya hanya satu:
KEBODOHAN PEMERINTAH
tidak bermaksud mengejek ato menghina kok. i only speaks of my mind, my opinion and my pride..nothing else, i stand for this country.my beloved home town.
no one can take it from me cos when they tried, i will fight for it
until i heard my last, final call.the bell ringing to my grave..
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puitis abis tuh blkng2ny tolol! hahaha..ini hal sejujurny loh ya. tdk ad kata maen2 d sni walaupun bnyk candaan dan hal2 gila yang tercantum di atas
saya mohon
jgn terlalu d prhtikan anda bisa gila
okey deh have fun!
LOTSOV PHAN!
' cinta = binatang. why? karena cinta tidak membutuhkan alasan sama kayak ayam kalo ada makanan asal patok g pake alasan.'
betul?
p.s bagi mereka yang menanggap begitu, jgn tersinggung karena ini cuma teori gw!!!
i used to be that kind of girl.but i realized how suck that would be.good thing i've realized it quick enough to fill the gaps of my life.
wasn't really filled but i will walk with pride:)
hey i've got stories!
wait...NO TULISAN D PALM GW ILANG!!!!
pdhl gw tulis d situ! T_T...
yah gw ingt sih beberapa dan kali ini tentang...
TAMBANG EMAS DI PAPUA!!!!!!
yeah gw akan menjelaskan kejadian d sana dan yg gw dngr okok???
so today papa Dwi menjelaskan pada kita kalo negara Inggris (favorit gw nih) ama Amerika (impian kbrp gw) trnyt itu trlalu mengambil untung negara kita!!
KITA DI SEDOT SUMBERNY!! WE ARE SUCKED BY THOSE FREAKIN GRINGOS(?)!!
yah bukan maksudny marah *I'm not angry with you guys, seriously. this is only my opinion, personally.
so mereka kan buat kontrak ama kita Indonesian, di papua. TITny, papua tuh pnya banyak tambang emas bagus berkualitas, mahakarya dah tuh tambang emas.sayang sih orang2 liar jdi bnyk yg mati.
eh tuh tmbang emas trnyt g cukup bwt mrk. TOTny mereka ktny nemu uranium di papua !!!
ANJING TAI BABI!! URANIUM 100X lebih mahal DARI EMAS!!! MONYONG!!!
* DOG POO PIG!!! URANIUM is 100X expensive than those FREAKIN GOLD!! lobang pantat..
(ralat; URANIUM 300X lbh mahal!!!)
aduuu harapan kepada negara Indo nih:
buat negara yang bener dong..masa sumber daya kita d ambilin terus ama orang luar??kita g maju dong..kasian orang2 kita, bnyk yg mskin nih eh pemerintah ngocol, g pdulian..lw mw merintah apa coba g ada rakyat?!aduu saya kesel loh asli!
saya bkn turunan asli jawa ato sunda ato suku apa aj d indonesia, saya orang luar, tptny cina dan saya tntuny takkan brgama sama sprti kalian tpi saya mngrti btul Indonesia karena inilah tanah air saya! tmpt saya di lahirkan dan akan mnjadi tanah terakhir tmpt saya menunggu ajal. maka saya tdk ingin tnah ini di pergunakan seenakny untuk negara laen!sdh saatny indonesia maju dong! saya masih muda! 14 tahun! dan 14 tahun saya memikirkan dunia! singkatny saya jelas tidak tahu bnyk tpi msi bnyk org yg lbh tdk tahu lagi krna pemerintah!!
saya prnh mndngr crita bhwa indonesia adalh negara yg paling kaya sedunia.kelemahannya hanya satu:
KEBODOHAN PEMERINTAH
tidak bermaksud mengejek ato menghina kok. i only speaks of my mind, my opinion and my pride..nothing else, i stand for this country.my beloved home town.
no one can take it from me cos when they tried, i will fight for it
until i heard my last, final call.the bell ringing to my grave..
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puitis abis tuh blkng2ny tolol! hahaha..ini hal sejujurny loh ya. tdk ad kata maen2 d sni walaupun bnyk candaan dan hal2 gila yang tercantum di atas
saya mohon
jgn terlalu d prhtikan anda bisa gila
okey deh have fun!
LOTSOV PHAN!
8.30.2010
hmm??
gmn y hri ni? kata2 yg cukup menggambarkan hari ni...
LAPER
iy soalny ist 2 gw msti nunggu org konsultasi bwt dapet giliran ampe wktu istirahat abis.yeah bgus bgt tp g mslh pkokny gw ud konsultasi cuma perut gw itu lohh...
kroncongan.untung g maag kyk d retret.
d retret yg namany maag itu ud jdi sahabat 4 hari!
4 HARI MAAG GW SEBEL AMPE BAWA2 MYLANTA KEMANA2!
ya sudalah maag doang g bakal mati kn?
tau lebay bgt..
ah bodo trus abis baca postny laras nih.yeah soal kulkas sih bener bgt tuh! hahha
kulkas...jadi ingt gw sering kejepit/kjeduk kulkas wktu msi kecil...
pantas IQ gw nurun (?)
ok d see you bye!
LAPER
iy soalny ist 2 gw msti nunggu org konsultasi bwt dapet giliran ampe wktu istirahat abis.yeah bgus bgt tp g mslh pkokny gw ud konsultasi cuma perut gw itu lohh...
kroncongan.untung g maag kyk d retret.
d retret yg namany maag itu ud jdi sahabat 4 hari!
4 HARI MAAG GW SEBEL AMPE BAWA2 MYLANTA KEMANA2!
ya sudalah maag doang g bakal mati kn?
tau lebay bgt..
ah bodo trus abis baca postny laras nih.yeah soal kulkas sih bener bgt tuh! hahha
kulkas...jadi ingt gw sering kejepit/kjeduk kulkas wktu msi kecil...
pantas IQ gw nurun (?)
ok d see you bye!
8.29.2010
I'm sorry :(
today was like a night mare.i have to say the things i don't want cos i know it would make him feel bad, me feel bad and everyone of us, bad..
but i have to cos i have my promises..
just so you know, i don't regret this..
i won't regret this.no matter what happens..i'm regretting nothing.
bcos i have a goal too and i think it's just the same as you said...
yeah, i'll take it if you must hate me but i'll wait and not give up..
not until i heard my last and final call
but i have to cos i have my promises..
just so you know, i don't regret this..
i won't regret this.no matter what happens..i'm regretting nothing.
bcos i have a goal too and i think it's just the same as you said...
yeah, i'll take it if you must hate me but i'll wait and not give up..
not until i heard my last and final call
8.27.2010
TGIF (thank God it's Friday)!
yeah well still in my private matters.on with that, going well:)
ok so topik hari ni...ap y?
hey i know! i wrote a song. dedicated to whom? why, myself, of course! and to my bestfriends:) although a little bit of romance but hey, just face it:
Standing outside my place
Getting high and low
And now you are my case
I can’t get it off
Dunno if you’re the one
But i still can feel it now
Well if you wanna give it a go
Just say
I’ll be there for you
And I’ll do the best for you
May years have passed and I
Will always stay right here
I’ll be there for you
And I’ll do the best for you
I don’t care about what’s and why
Because I love you so
Like you, actually
But I don’t know what to say
Wants to be oh so perfectly
But I tried not to be careless of what to pay
I never thought this way of you
Never more than friends or enemy
But you know you open my eyes
So just say
I’ll be there for you
And I’ll do the best for you
Let all hardships go and I
Will always stay right here
I’ll be there for you
And I’ll do the best for you
Let the sky falls and I will stay
Because I love you so
But I think that I’ll have to wait
For you cos you still love her
But I know that there’s no hate
In my chest, not a single fate
Let go of my wait and I
Will figure it out in time
So please say
I’ll be there for you
And I’ll do the best for you
Just breath it all in and I
Will always stand right here
I’ll be there for you
And I’ll do the best for you
Even rain could not catch up with you
Because you love me so
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TA-DAAA!! how's that?!
iy yah tumben gw post telat bgt..abis males sih..g tw mw ngmng ap hahhaa
ah gw sebel hari ni d hukum pak HIG gra2 costa!!
monyong!!!!
tpi y sudalah ..bersabar aj dh hahaha you can't argue with that teacher
hmm hari ni si g gtu2 amt tp i was kind of happy and relieved of...something
hehehe secrets:)
did you know:
" secret makes a woman, woman " - Vermouth, Detective Conan
enjoy!
ok so topik hari ni...ap y?
hey i know! i wrote a song. dedicated to whom? why, myself, of course! and to my bestfriends:) although a little bit of romance but hey, just face it:
Standing outside my place
Getting high and low
And now you are my case
I can’t get it off
Dunno if you’re the one
But i still can feel it now
Well if you wanna give it a go
Just say
I’ll be there for you
And I’ll do the best for you
May years have passed and I
Will always stay right here
I’ll be there for you
And I’ll do the best for you
I don’t care about what’s and why
Because I love you so
Like you, actually
But I don’t know what to say
Wants to be oh so perfectly
But I tried not to be careless of what to pay
I never thought this way of you
Never more than friends or enemy
But you know you open my eyes
So just say
I’ll be there for you
And I’ll do the best for you
Let all hardships go and I
Will always stay right here
I’ll be there for you
And I’ll do the best for you
Let the sky falls and I will stay
Because I love you so
But I think that I’ll have to wait
For you cos you still love her
But I know that there’s no hate
In my chest, not a single fate
Let go of my wait and I
Will figure it out in time
So please say
I’ll be there for you
And I’ll do the best for you
Just breath it all in and I
Will always stand right here
I’ll be there for you
And I’ll do the best for you
Even rain could not catch up with you
Because you love me so
-----------------------------
TA-DAAA!! how's that?!
iy yah tumben gw post telat bgt..abis males sih..g tw mw ngmng ap hahhaa
ah gw sebel hari ni d hukum pak HIG gra2 costa!!
monyong!!!!
tpi y sudalah ..bersabar aj dh hahaha you can't argue with that teacher
hmm hari ni si g gtu2 amt tp i was kind of happy and relieved of...something
hehehe secrets:)
did you know:
" secret makes a woman, woman " - Vermouth, Detective Conan
enjoy!
8.26.2010
cheer myself up
yeah i still having all this things on my head i mean...
wait, it's personal!!
no no no telling you guys! what is wrong with me?!
so basically i'm currently sad/down/blue or anything cos i can't find what it really means.and if i do, i think it's not what i'm thinking..
hey, i could never have what i really want?!
i'm not the same as her and i will never be the same as her...that's all i have to say.but i want to tell you this, that i'll wait...
I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all
So Take a look at me now
Cause there's just an empty space
But to wait for you is
All I can do
And that's what I've got to face.
yah bgtulah
wait, it's personal!!
no no no telling you guys! what is wrong with me?!
so basically i'm currently sad/down/blue or anything cos i can't find what it really means.and if i do, i think it's not what i'm thinking..
hey, i could never have what i really want?!
i'm not the same as her and i will never be the same as her...that's all i have to say.but i want to tell you this, that i'll wait...
I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all
So Take a look at me now
Cause there's just an empty space
But to wait for you is
All I can do
And that's what I've got to face.
yah bgtulah
the native speaks
yeah so for today i have a little chat with my english teacher (which for me never talk much about his experince,well rarely perhaps), mr. Anthony.
so i'll tell you this in english cos it was in english
A: why do people act impolitely?
me: sorry?
A: yeah?they walk in when others get out. i'd said these guys have no manners
me: uh yeah?
A: and i have a story too when I went to singapore and -
and beyond that, he shows me the people. people with no manners. i feel quite shocked when i heard he said stuffs like this i mean, i thought he was quite impolite to people. well that open my eyes that actually, he's a mannered person:)
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ok hari ini gw seneng2 sedih kykny dh
seneng krna gelombang dua pulang dan sedih krna well, personal stuffs.don't mind that ...
i really need my friends now i guess..it feels quite lonely now
i think i know what you mean but..i won't force you..
you know i'll wait..
so i'll tell you this in english cos it was in english
A: why do people act impolitely?
me: sorry?
A: yeah?they walk in when others get out. i'd said these guys have no manners
me: uh yeah?
A: and i have a story too when I went to singapore and -
and beyond that, he shows me the people. people with no manners. i feel quite shocked when i heard he said stuffs like this i mean, i thought he was quite impolite to people. well that open my eyes that actually, he's a mannered person:)
------------------------------------------------
ok hari ini gw seneng2 sedih kykny dh
seneng krna gelombang dua pulang dan sedih krna well, personal stuffs.don't mind that ...
i really need my friends now i guess..it feels quite lonely now
i think i know what you mean but..i won't force you..
you know i'll wait..
8.25.2010
TGTT (Thank God Tomorrow Thursday!)
yeps kali ini kita go normal saja!!jadi student!!
yey, ok dh gw lg kumat gara2 urap sayur(?)
ENAK BGT! HARUS NYOBA LW! (promosi)
okok eh trnyt coklat gw laku berat!SHIT pdhl mw gw smpen bwt tmn2 gw nnti yg bru pulang,abis oleh oknum2 tdk brtnggung jawab:
1. Andre: kebatekan seorang siswa kami yang sering kali meminta makanan/minuman dgn pnuh knistaan
2. Vincent: org item ini g tw knp lg suka ksmber coklat(?).mksudny lg suka makan coklat trus dgn batek yg sma dgn andre, dunia coklat pun habis.
3. Dhidhi: pak ketua kelas kita trnyt ikut2an batek brsma vincent dan andre.benar2 ketua
4. Juan: bkn org spnyol ato mexico tpi berbulu sprti bison, anak ini trnyt mngikuti jejak ketiga org d atas.
yah bgus trus mrk jg mnt gw bawain lg pdhl...jah..tw lah.lalu korban yg tdk kbgian sebgai brikut:
1. Yulius: pada saat meminta coklat ludes d lahap vincent.
2. Jovan: makan sisa kyk kucing (no offense)
3. skitar 100 lbh siswa blm mncicipi coklat ini T_T
dan sbgainy. gw hrus buka factory klo kek gini mah trus jualan biar untung jahahaha.
talk about business.
so day talk normally, gw lg sng bgt hri ni.hmm crita?mls kn cma gw dan dy yg tw. klo gw crita trus brrti mngumbar rahasia dong.
noh noh noh itu bkn gw bgt.
hey, thanks for coming:) i was really happy to see you
if it's not you, get the hell out of here you freak!!
JK (just kidding:))
yey, ok dh gw lg kumat gara2 urap sayur(?)
ENAK BGT! HARUS NYOBA LW! (promosi)
okok eh trnyt coklat gw laku berat!SHIT pdhl mw gw smpen bwt tmn2 gw nnti yg bru pulang,abis oleh oknum2 tdk brtnggung jawab:
1. Andre: kebatekan seorang siswa kami yang sering kali meminta makanan/minuman dgn pnuh knistaan
2. Vincent: org item ini g tw knp lg suka ksmber coklat(?).mksudny lg suka makan coklat trus dgn batek yg sma dgn andre, dunia coklat pun habis.
3. Dhidhi: pak ketua kelas kita trnyt ikut2an batek brsma vincent dan andre.benar2 ketua
4. Juan: bkn org spnyol ato mexico tpi berbulu sprti bison, anak ini trnyt mngikuti jejak ketiga org d atas.
yah bgus trus mrk jg mnt gw bawain lg pdhl...jah..tw lah.lalu korban yg tdk kbgian sebgai brikut:
1. Yulius: pada saat meminta coklat ludes d lahap vincent.
2. Jovan: makan sisa kyk kucing (no offense)
3. skitar 100 lbh siswa blm mncicipi coklat ini T_T
dan sbgainy. gw hrus buka factory klo kek gini mah trus jualan biar untung jahahaha.
talk about business.
so day talk normally, gw lg sng bgt hri ni.hmm crita?mls kn cma gw dan dy yg tw. klo gw crita trus brrti mngumbar rahasia dong.
noh noh noh itu bkn gw bgt.
hey, thanks for coming:) i was really happy to see you
if it's not you, get the hell out of here you freak!!
JK (just kidding:))
Vicissitude of Us
maaf judulny agak ribet.terjemahan cri sndiri...
ud dpt?nah itu memang benar2 mngambarkan negara kita!
sedih g sih kita tuh d permainin ama org malay?!
gw ampe skrg g ngrti, why do these guys hated us so bad, they tried to do anything to surpass our country and even stealing everything?!
g bener bgt!sampah! kalian sampah klo cuma nyuri tp g bs ngasilin sndiri, jing!
*mohon kata2 kasar d maafkan*
sumpah gw kesel, masa 7 nelayan dtg k sini, eh..
patroli kta yg d tngkep! NELAYAN MEN! DI PERAIRAN INDO!!!
g bs baca peta sumpah dah...gw kesel bgt..
trus tu nelayan2 tolol ngmngny mrk d tmbakin org kita (tukang patroli)!
tolol, bnr2 tolol! patroli mana brsnjata!mereka kn PATROLI!!!
g abis pikir sumpah...kyk WG (jgn d pkirkan, WG itu tdk pnting)
gw g suka loh malay klo kyk gini trus.
pertama batik, trus angklung, trus reog, trus Manohara(?) trus pohon, trus ikan, TKW, TKP mw lw ap sih?!
pembunuhan, penganiayaan, pelecehan dll itu d lkukan malay k kt!padhal stw gw kt tuh adem ayem aj!! weh oknum2 g brtnggung jawab!
TW DIRI DONG LW! MW JADI SAMPAH MASYARAKAT Y LW?! G PUAS AP AMA NEGARA LW SNDIRI?! LW HRUSNY SNG LW MMPNYAI SHABAT NEGARA INDO!! KITA TUH CINTA DAMAI KOK LW MALAH MENCOBAI KITA?! ANDAI NEGARA KITA G ADA, LW MW JD AP HAH?! BERTERIMA KASIHLAH!!!
semoga kalian mmbaca tulisan d atas, hai orang Malaysia. saya meminta maaf atas kekasaran yang terjadi pada seluruh tulisan d atas. saya hnya mengungkapkan perasaan saya sbgai seorang pembela negara.mksudny saya warga Indo.sekali lagi apabila anda membaca tulisan d atas, bukalah mata anda dan berpendapatlah.saya akan mendengar, bgtu pula pemerintah anda. sekali lagi saya mohon maaf.
terima kasih
ud dpt?nah itu memang benar2 mngambarkan negara kita!
sedih g sih kita tuh d permainin ama org malay?!
gw ampe skrg g ngrti, why do these guys hated us so bad, they tried to do anything to surpass our country and even stealing everything?!
g bener bgt!sampah! kalian sampah klo cuma nyuri tp g bs ngasilin sndiri, jing!
*mohon kata2 kasar d maafkan*
sumpah gw kesel, masa 7 nelayan dtg k sini, eh..
patroli kta yg d tngkep! NELAYAN MEN! DI PERAIRAN INDO!!!
g bs baca peta sumpah dah...gw kesel bgt..
trus tu nelayan2 tolol ngmngny mrk d tmbakin org kita (tukang patroli)!
tolol, bnr2 tolol! patroli mana brsnjata!mereka kn PATROLI!!!
g abis pikir sumpah...kyk WG (jgn d pkirkan, WG itu tdk pnting)
gw g suka loh malay klo kyk gini trus.
pertama batik, trus angklung, trus reog, trus Manohara(?) trus pohon, trus ikan, TKW, TKP mw lw ap sih?!
pembunuhan, penganiayaan, pelecehan dll itu d lkukan malay k kt!padhal stw gw kt tuh adem ayem aj!! weh oknum2 g brtnggung jawab!
TW DIRI DONG LW! MW JADI SAMPAH MASYARAKAT Y LW?! G PUAS AP AMA NEGARA LW SNDIRI?! LW HRUSNY SNG LW MMPNYAI SHABAT NEGARA INDO!! KITA TUH CINTA DAMAI KOK LW MALAH MENCOBAI KITA?! ANDAI NEGARA KITA G ADA, LW MW JD AP HAH?! BERTERIMA KASIHLAH!!!
semoga kalian mmbaca tulisan d atas, hai orang Malaysia. saya meminta maaf atas kekasaran yang terjadi pada seluruh tulisan d atas. saya hnya mengungkapkan perasaan saya sbgai seorang pembela negara.mksudny saya warga Indo.sekali lagi apabila anda membaca tulisan d atas, bukalah mata anda dan berpendapatlah.saya akan mendengar, bgtu pula pemerintah anda. sekali lagi saya mohon maaf.
terima kasih
8.24.2010
oo mai goat bgt!!!
BOKAP GW DAFTARIN GW K LES GITAR AKUSTIK!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!
TERIMA KASIH!!! GBU!!!!
dream come true guys.miracle happens:)
Thanks dad. Thanks Father:)
ILY(L)
YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!
TERIMA KASIH!!! GBU!!!!
dream come true guys.miracle happens:)
Thanks dad. Thanks Father:)
ILY(L)
a little bit of today
'who knows how long i've loved you. you know i loved you still
will i wait a lonely life time, if you want me to, i will'
the beatles - I will
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lagu yg bgus bgt dari beatles bwt gw.dri tdi pgi tuh ud bnyi trus haha.
ok so a little bit of today. yah g bnyk sih cos i stayed at home alone with my maids.
yeah krna bosen hari ni gw ud bkin coklat(lagi). demi apa pun, cuma coklat yg bs bwt gw sibuk klo g ad bnda elektronik n friends.
so gw bwt coklat kn kyk biasa.tpi gw sebel, knp dark chocolate gw ud abis.prsaan kmren masi ad.jah tpi gpp lah.gw gnti dh jdi stroberi couverture.enak sih cuma yaaaa, pgn dark chocolate huhuhu..
hal bodoh yg dilakukan? tentu saja ad! krna gw g pnya kuas masak bwt bikin kulit coklatny, kuas cat pun jadi! dgn kata laen, asalkan itu kuas, apapun jadi!tng aj, ud d brsiin,steril, anti kuman kok.so bsok akn gw bawa dh k skul.wait for it;)!
enough about chocolates.tdi gw dpt telepon aneh.masa rumah gw jd gramedia sih?!
*bunyi telpon*
gw: halo?
orang tak jls (OTJ): halo?
gw: halo?
OTJ: halo?gramedia?
gw: hah?
OTJ: mba ini gramedia kn?
gw: mas salah smbung mas!
*tuh org bolot*
OTJ: gramedia?
gw: salah sambung!!!!
OTJ: ooh, maaf
*tut tut tut*
mai goat...ngotot skali anda..ckck yeah the thing is, gw bnr2 bored bgt hari ni tpi yasudalah.gw jg lg mls jln2 k luar soalny...ujan...
yap ujan bnr2 menganggu khidupan manusia d alam sutera trutama pada bbrp jam lalu. ORKESTRA PETIR, GELEDEK DKK!!!!
wuanjing berisik bgt!smua barang gw begeter ampean..tae
ok that's all aj dh..mls pnjg2 nih
BYE!!
will i wait a lonely life time, if you want me to, i will'
the beatles - I will
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lagu yg bgus bgt dari beatles bwt gw.dri tdi pgi tuh ud bnyi trus haha.
ok so a little bit of today. yah g bnyk sih cos i stayed at home alone with my maids.
yeah krna bosen hari ni gw ud bkin coklat(lagi). demi apa pun, cuma coklat yg bs bwt gw sibuk klo g ad bnda elektronik n friends.
so gw bwt coklat kn kyk biasa.tpi gw sebel, knp dark chocolate gw ud abis.prsaan kmren masi ad.jah tpi gpp lah.gw gnti dh jdi stroberi couverture.enak sih cuma yaaaa, pgn dark chocolate huhuhu..
hal bodoh yg dilakukan? tentu saja ad! krna gw g pnya kuas masak bwt bikin kulit coklatny, kuas cat pun jadi! dgn kata laen, asalkan itu kuas, apapun jadi!tng aj, ud d brsiin,steril, anti kuman kok.so bsok akn gw bawa dh k skul.wait for it;)!
enough about chocolates.tdi gw dpt telepon aneh.masa rumah gw jd gramedia sih?!
*bunyi telpon*
gw: halo?
orang tak jls (OTJ): halo?
gw: halo?
OTJ: halo?gramedia?
gw: hah?
OTJ: mba ini gramedia kn?
gw: mas salah smbung mas!
*tuh org bolot*
OTJ: gramedia?
gw: salah sambung!!!!
OTJ: ooh, maaf
*tut tut tut*
mai goat...ngotot skali anda..ckck yeah the thing is, gw bnr2 bored bgt hari ni tpi yasudalah.gw jg lg mls jln2 k luar soalny...ujan...
yap ujan bnr2 menganggu khidupan manusia d alam sutera trutama pada bbrp jam lalu. ORKESTRA PETIR, GELEDEK DKK!!!!
wuanjing berisik bgt!smua barang gw begeter ampean..tae
ok that's all aj dh..mls pnjg2 nih
BYE!!
8.23.2010
8.19.2010
bru pulang neh hahha
hai semuany!!!! aduh gila gw seneng bgt retret!!!!jadi betah gw trus g pgn pulang:(
seru bgt gw suka abis tp gw sebel bgt..pulang bkn d smbut baek2 gw mlh d suru2 ama nci gw.benci bgt.bknny tobat malah bwt mslh lagi ama tu anak.bt gw..huh!!!
ud bodo ah yg pntng gw mw crita soal retret:)))))
ok d so d retret tuh keren bgt!!! ud kyk kebun bntang bnyk bgt animalia kingdom d sana!! sumpe de trus tmptny tuh bener2 asri gtu, adem (bner2 adem ampe lw pgn pake jaket terus), panoramany dong..HUAAA keren abis!!! tiap malem ud bs gemerlap kota dari atas sini hahhaa!!!
yg plg gw suka itu jalan salibny..bener2 mantep krna salib Yesusny itu bener2 hidden.selaen jalan salib, goa Maria.keren d atas gtu trsmbunyi jg.
but the most favorite place i love (especially for sleeping) itu bukan kamar, tapi...
tmpt BLIND SPOT!!! yes ad tmpt blind spot! gw ktmu pas ujan2an abis jln 8 km k atas gunung curug.gw lgi jln2 muter2 dri jln slib kn sndrian trus abis dari salib Yesus, gw turun tngga, eh..ad tmpt bteduh.adem bener. gw ktiduran abis tu.tpi g ad org yg bs liat gw tpi gw bs liat mrk,waw bnr2 blind spot! give me (Y)!!
gw bener2 super2 suka tu tmpt krn bnyk doggieny hahhaa trus ad lapangan basket trus bnyk hijau2 (baca: plants) trus ad pabrik hostiny, trus ad toko suvenir trus ad rotweiler trus ad german shepperd trus pastorny gaul2(very nice:D) dll!!!
yg gw seneng gw satu gelombang ama org yg gw suka.btw gw ud g suka ama si *PIP* itu jdi gw g mslh lg dh!! yey! tpi kykny gw msi mslh dh soalny si dy tuh lg suka org laen..yaaaah sama aj gw mah.nasib tpi gpp.gw akn brjuang.yeah!
ooh y the bad thing(s) about this retreat is/are:
-the weather was so unpredictable
-there was a stalker,nasty
-the frater was a pain in the ass (sorry)
-bnyk luka gw pulang2 retret (no details please)
-many more
yah tpi bnyk good things jg kok so no worries!!! ok d gw lg nunggu foto dri davi tpi lama bner ampe gw sbl hahaa..
okay that's all folks! BYE!
this is a picture of the great cross of Jesus:)
seru bgt gw suka abis tp gw sebel bgt..pulang bkn d smbut baek2 gw mlh d suru2 ama nci gw.benci bgt.bknny tobat malah bwt mslh lagi ama tu anak.bt gw..huh!!!
ud bodo ah yg pntng gw mw crita soal retret:)))))
ok d so d retret tuh keren bgt!!! ud kyk kebun bntang bnyk bgt animalia kingdom d sana!! sumpe de trus tmptny tuh bener2 asri gtu, adem (bner2 adem ampe lw pgn pake jaket terus), panoramany dong..HUAAA keren abis!!! tiap malem ud bs gemerlap kota dari atas sini hahhaa!!!
yg plg gw suka itu jalan salibny..bener2 mantep krna salib Yesusny itu bener2 hidden.selaen jalan salib, goa Maria.keren d atas gtu trsmbunyi jg.
but the most favorite place i love (especially for sleeping) itu bukan kamar, tapi...
tmpt BLIND SPOT!!! yes ad tmpt blind spot! gw ktmu pas ujan2an abis jln 8 km k atas gunung curug.gw lgi jln2 muter2 dri jln slib kn sndrian trus abis dari salib Yesus, gw turun tngga, eh..ad tmpt bteduh.adem bener. gw ktiduran abis tu.tpi g ad org yg bs liat gw tpi gw bs liat mrk,waw bnr2 blind spot! give me (Y)!!
gw bener2 super2 suka tu tmpt krn bnyk doggieny hahhaa trus ad lapangan basket trus bnyk hijau2 (baca: plants) trus ad pabrik hostiny, trus ad toko suvenir trus ad rotweiler trus ad german shepperd trus pastorny gaul2(very nice:D) dll!!!
yg gw seneng gw satu gelombang ama org yg gw suka.btw gw ud g suka ama si *PIP* itu jdi gw g mslh lg dh!! yey! tpi kykny gw msi mslh dh soalny si dy tuh lg suka org laen..yaaaah sama aj gw mah.nasib tpi gpp.gw akn brjuang.yeah!
ooh y the bad thing(s) about this retreat is/are:
-the weather was so unpredictable
-there was a stalker,nasty
-the frater was a pain in the ass (sorry)
-bnyk luka gw pulang2 retret (no details please)
-many more
yah tpi bnyk good things jg kok so no worries!!! ok d gw lg nunggu foto dri davi tpi lama bner ampe gw sbl hahaa..
okay that's all folks! BYE!
this is a picture of the great cross of Jesus:)
took a time a time to walk away..maybe forever
haha so guys..about yesterday, it was truly depressing but hey, you just can't help it right?
i know, i'm sorry guys.i won't let my anger on you okay?
i won't promise though cos i'm a sinful being.everybody does except Jesus (Y)
okay so yeah i've tried to look okay and it did well though i don't gurantee that when the time comes.huh..i just have to be strong.okay so why did i write all of it in english?CHANGE!!!
okd itu aneh.nah tdi gw rada merenung tpi mw gmn yah?i'll just have to be there.that's the only way that i can prove to him that i love him (english again?!)...aah sebel gw klo lg seneng ato sedih psti bnykn english!!!indo gw gmn?!?!?!ok
sbg seseorang yg bru mnginjak kls 3 smp (baca:sekolah jadi debu krn d injak hahhhaaha jayus), gw trmsuk org yg sgt setia menurut pemikiran gw yang ahli (cieee)
ok untuk mmbuktikan kstiaan gw, gw ud brulang kali brlatih untuk setia sprti:
1. g lupa untuk online (hp komp ato telp pkokny on line)
2. tidak prnh lupa sikat gigi
3. slalu mnadi stiap hari
4. slalu tidur stiap hari
ok sbnrny bukan itu krn itu ngaco.bukan kesetiaan tpi kewajiban klo yg d atas...
yah klo setia tuh, gw bnr2 bs skali suka ama satu cowo (asal gw anggap pantes) gw bs suka untuk wktu yg cukup lama.bertaon2 jg bs. tanda2ny sbg brikut:
1. takut kehilangan komunikasi apa bila pisah kls
2. tkut sndrian klo g ada dy (walopun dy g ngmng ama lw tpi dy ad, ud cukup:))
3. pgn slalu ngliat snyuman si dia
4. pgn slalu bs bntu dan akan brsha mmbantu
5. mndukung cita2 si dia
6. mndukung smw prlakuan dia
7. kdg menasihati dia klo slh wlopun dktwain ato ap (psti gw gngsi, itu pasti)
8. pgn mnunjukan yg trbaik bwt dia
9. dll
ingat! daftar ini hny brlaku pada 1 makhluk yaitu gw!!! awas lw ad yg repost, copas ap kek!! waspadalah!
so untuk mendukung kesetian gw slma ini, professor Katar akan membantu kalian semua untuk beljar setia karena kesetiaan adalah cita2 yg mulia!!!
bagi ras wanita => kalian dapat mencoba untuk memanjangkan rambut kalian selama bertahun2 tntu dgn prwatan yg benar.apa bila d suru gnting oleh ortu, blg g mw ato ap pke alesan ap kek.pikirin ndiri!
(ini adalah hal2 yg ud gw pikirkan dan gw terapkan! REAL STORY)
bagi ras pria => kalian dapat mencoba untuk ????ap y soalny gw bukan cowo sih tpi kalian dpt brusaha untuk merawat hal yg plg pnting bwt kalian yaitu, CELANA DALAM! YA, benar sekali!ingatlah untuk mncuci CD mu sesering mungkin tnpa bntuan orang lain!hal ini akan membuat kalian ingt btp pntingny mmbrsihkan celana dalam!!!
that's all folks!
i know, i'm sorry guys.i won't let my anger on you okay?
i won't promise though cos i'm a sinful being.everybody does except Jesus (Y)
okay so yeah i've tried to look okay and it did well though i don't gurantee that when the time comes.huh..i just have to be strong.okay so why did i write all of it in english?CHANGE!!!
okd itu aneh.nah tdi gw rada merenung tpi mw gmn yah?i'll just have to be there.that's the only way that i can prove to him that i love him (english again?!)...aah sebel gw klo lg seneng ato sedih psti bnykn english!!!indo gw gmn?!?!?!ok
sbg seseorang yg bru mnginjak kls 3 smp (baca:sekolah jadi debu krn d injak hahhhaaha jayus), gw trmsuk org yg sgt setia menurut pemikiran gw yang ahli (cieee)
ok untuk mmbuktikan kstiaan gw, gw ud brulang kali brlatih untuk setia sprti:
1. g lupa untuk online (hp komp ato telp pkokny on line)
2. tidak prnh lupa sikat gigi
3. slalu mnadi stiap hari
4. slalu tidur stiap hari
ok sbnrny bukan itu krn itu ngaco.bukan kesetiaan tpi kewajiban klo yg d atas...
yah klo setia tuh, gw bnr2 bs skali suka ama satu cowo (asal gw anggap pantes) gw bs suka untuk wktu yg cukup lama.bertaon2 jg bs. tanda2ny sbg brikut:
1. takut kehilangan komunikasi apa bila pisah kls
2. tkut sndrian klo g ada dy (walopun dy g ngmng ama lw tpi dy ad, ud cukup:))
3. pgn slalu ngliat snyuman si dia
4. pgn slalu bs bntu dan akan brsha mmbantu
5. mndukung cita2 si dia
6. mndukung smw prlakuan dia
7. kdg menasihati dia klo slh wlopun dktwain ato ap (psti gw gngsi, itu pasti)
8. pgn mnunjukan yg trbaik bwt dia
9. dll
ingat! daftar ini hny brlaku pada 1 makhluk yaitu gw!!! awas lw ad yg repost, copas ap kek!! waspadalah!
so untuk mendukung kesetian gw slma ini, professor Katar akan membantu kalian semua untuk beljar setia karena kesetiaan adalah cita2 yg mulia!!!
bagi ras wanita => kalian dapat mencoba untuk memanjangkan rambut kalian selama bertahun2 tntu dgn prwatan yg benar.apa bila d suru gnting oleh ortu, blg g mw ato ap pke alesan ap kek.pikirin ndiri!
(ini adalah hal2 yg ud gw pikirkan dan gw terapkan! REAL STORY)
bagi ras pria => kalian dapat mencoba untuk ????ap y soalny gw bukan cowo sih tpi kalian dpt brusaha untuk merawat hal yg plg pnting bwt kalian yaitu, CELANA DALAM! YA, benar sekali!ingatlah untuk mncuci CD mu sesering mungkin tnpa bntuan orang lain!hal ini akan membuat kalian ingt btp pntingny mmbrsihkan celana dalam!!!
that's all folks!
8.18.2010
nothing i can say
huhu gw lg sebel sedih bt ap kek campur aduk!!!
iy abisny yah gtu dh...
pkokny gw pny suatu harapan yg saat ini masih jauh dri jngkauan gw..sgt jauh malah
bukan cita2..itu bodo amat masi lama
yah yg simple aj like everybody called love.i've got myself a heartbreak now.that's why i hate fragile stuffs and my heart's fragile stuffs.
yah pkokny gw bermasalah.sori g bs nulis d sni soalny ini trlalu personal.gw kasi cerminanny aja lwt spotong lagu:
oh it's you that i've waited so long
don't know if it's right
but i'm giving it a try
don't know i might
or not?
cos when i want to reach you
you don't hold up your hand
cos you got it busy with someone else
now it's all in vain
i'm so sick and i'm tired
of trying to take you around
just too bad
it doesn't matter anymore
it doesn't matter to you
how could it matter to me?
guess i'm wrong
maybe another year, huh?
just wait and see
sorry, but i think you should know
of all i write in this song
of all i sing in this song
it's just you in my head
now it's nothing more important
but i never give up on you, just so you know
maybe another year
yeah right kayak gtu lah kira2 cuma ancur2 an.g ad nadany sumpah. yah you get the point lah..iy sebel bgt.gw ampe bt, g smngt, pgnny tidur aj.mgkin slmany (bcnda).
gw masi niat idup kok cuma yah...namany jg bt kesel sebel bla bla bla.
ntar jg biasa lagi.tng sja..
okay that's all from me today.i'm not writing much huh?
iy abisny yah gtu dh...
pkokny gw pny suatu harapan yg saat ini masih jauh dri jngkauan gw..sgt jauh malah
bukan cita2..itu bodo amat masi lama
yah yg simple aj like everybody called love.i've got myself a heartbreak now.that's why i hate fragile stuffs and my heart's fragile stuffs.
yah pkokny gw bermasalah.sori g bs nulis d sni soalny ini trlalu personal.gw kasi cerminanny aja lwt spotong lagu:
oh it's you that i've waited so long
don't know if it's right
but i'm giving it a try
don't know i might
or not?
cos when i want to reach you
you don't hold up your hand
cos you got it busy with someone else
now it's all in vain
i'm so sick and i'm tired
of trying to take you around
just too bad
it doesn't matter anymore
it doesn't matter to you
how could it matter to me?
guess i'm wrong
maybe another year, huh?
just wait and see
sorry, but i think you should know
of all i write in this song
of all i sing in this song
it's just you in my head
now it's nothing more important
but i never give up on you, just so you know
maybe another year
yeah right kayak gtu lah kira2 cuma ancur2 an.g ad nadany sumpah. yah you get the point lah..iy sebel bgt.gw ampe bt, g smngt, pgnny tidur aj.mgkin slmany (bcnda).
gw masi niat idup kok cuma yah...namany jg bt kesel sebel bla bla bla.
ntar jg biasa lagi.tng sja..
okay that's all from me today.i'm not writing much huh?
8.11.2010
bt gw sebel >:O
aaaaa sumpah gw kesel banget hari ini. awalny si biasa aj yah tpi lama2 uhhh...
y mslh tu gara2 BI gw lupa klo hri ni quiz...cupu
oklah inti masalahny tu y gw kesel aj gra2 satu cewe yg perek abis.sumpah tnyain aj org2.klo dy g ngpa2in gw g akn kesel kyk gini tpi trnyt dy ud klwtan!
gw g suka aj si dy deket2in si dia.gw sebel sebel sebel bgt!!!gw tw gw g pnya hak bwt marah krn si cewe dktin dy tpi yah gmn y...gw g rela aj.abis,ud lama bgt gw nunggu slalu ad org laen gmn gw g bt?tpi gw g mw nyerah dulu.
soal yg cewe itu sbnrny gw msi interpret klo s dy ttman ama tu cewe tpi gw g tw bener ap g..tpi ini gnggu bgt.
dillema gw
y mslh tu gara2 BI gw lupa klo hri ni quiz...cupu
oklah inti masalahny tu y gw kesel aj gra2 satu cewe yg perek abis.sumpah tnyain aj org2.klo dy g ngpa2in gw g akn kesel kyk gini tpi trnyt dy ud klwtan!
gw g suka aj si dy deket2in si dia.gw sebel sebel sebel bgt!!!gw tw gw g pnya hak bwt marah krn si cewe dktin dy tpi yah gmn y...gw g rela aj.abis,ud lama bgt gw nunggu slalu ad org laen gmn gw g bt?tpi gw g mw nyerah dulu.
soal yg cewe itu sbnrny gw msi interpret klo s dy ttman ama tu cewe tpi gw g tw bener ap g..tpi ini gnggu bgt.
dillema gw
8.10.2010
Guru v.s Me - 0-1 !!!
haha seneng gw pas tdi les guru gw akhirny mengakui kesalahanny!!! hahaha bangga trnyta murid bs mengajar guru (Y)!
aww
aduuu gw lg knp y?g tw dh pkokny gw seneng bgt tdi tes lari gw bener2 ngucurin smua tenaga gw n lari as swift as the wind!! wah ud masuk art of war tuh jahahhaa (ga nymbung)
ok sbnrny gw bingung dh akhir2 ni.gw kyk tw si dy lg ttman ama syp cuma gw g psti tpi kok dy *ga geer* care ama gw?ad ap ini? hahaha gw sih bawa santai dulu cos i might be the one to talk it to his heart again.maybe. tpi gw sng ud lmyan d prhatiin cuman kdg gw ngrsa gini, 'kok lw ngejauin gw?' ato 'ad ap si?kok sedih/murung/mesem/etc?'
gw trllu bnyk bertny!! parah kamu sil(?)!! stres dah gw pusing ndiri dah.bener tpi gw srg kpikir gtu.mw nnya g brni, takut salah ato g enak cuma gw pgn blg k dy gtu, 'give me a chance.you know how i feel to you and i know' ato tptny i 'used' to know...
aaa sebel knp gw dulu g iya-in aj ?!tpi g ad guna gw kek gtu.itu namany org cupu klo regret trus.lama2 jdi trash ato rubbish.kan jelek?g bgt bwt org kek gw hahhaa (najis lw sil)
g us bnyk cing cong, bnyk bgt prtnyaan yg pgn gw tnyain k dy mulai dri awal ktmu smpe skrg dan masi blm trjwb.gw pgn nny tpi..yah suatu saat dh.gw pgn liat dulu k dpn. so who's gonna be on your next line?come on, i know you have one in mind rite?
haha kidding:)
ok sbnrny gw bingung dh akhir2 ni.gw kyk tw si dy lg ttman ama syp cuma gw g psti tpi kok dy *ga geer* care ama gw?ad ap ini? hahaha gw sih bawa santai dulu cos i might be the one to talk it to his heart again.maybe. tpi gw sng ud lmyan d prhatiin cuman kdg gw ngrsa gini, 'kok lw ngejauin gw?' ato 'ad ap si?kok sedih/murung/mesem/etc?'
gw trllu bnyk bertny!! parah kamu sil(?)!! stres dah gw pusing ndiri dah.bener tpi gw srg kpikir gtu.mw nnya g brni, takut salah ato g enak cuma gw pgn blg k dy gtu, 'give me a chance.you know how i feel to you and i know' ato tptny i 'used' to know...
aaa sebel knp gw dulu g iya-in aj ?!tpi g ad guna gw kek gtu.itu namany org cupu klo regret trus.lama2 jdi trash ato rubbish.kan jelek?g bgt bwt org kek gw hahhaa (najis lw sil)
g us bnyk cing cong, bnyk bgt prtnyaan yg pgn gw tnyain k dy mulai dri awal ktmu smpe skrg dan masi blm trjwb.gw pgn nny tpi..yah suatu saat dh.gw pgn liat dulu k dpn. so who's gonna be on your next line?come on, i know you have one in mind rite?
haha kidding:)
8.06.2010
hey soul sister
kenapa nama judulny hey soul sister?
maksudny judul laguny si Train kereta api itu loh bukan post gw.
iy knp soul sister?
cewe lw soul sister maksudny apa coba?
aduu gw jd kgn yah masa2 pny pacar tpi namany jg idup gw psti g akan2 trus pnya pacar karena...
gw pasti pnya SUAMI YANG BAEK GANTENG DAN PENGERTIAN hahahahaah
sumpah gw stress abis gara2 gw lg kepkiran si dia soalny tdi pagi dy tuh kliatanny murung bgt.good thing he got lots of friends.yeah dy emg orgny baek sih jdi pny tmn bnyk dh.
y ampun knp jdi doi?hahha pasti gara soul sister
rese tuh lagu kn bwt band gw ama teman2 KIR hahaha
knp gw lg optimis bgt y akhir2 ini? g optimis tpi rada2 gmn gtu trus paranoid gw mulai dh klo soal dia..
parah gw harus konsen proyek kok malah paranoid ama dia sih?!
anak bodoh
maksudny judul laguny si Train kereta api itu loh bukan post gw.
iy knp soul sister?
cewe lw soul sister maksudny apa coba?
aduu gw jd kgn yah masa2 pny pacar tpi namany jg idup gw psti g akan2 trus pnya pacar karena...
gw pasti pnya SUAMI YANG BAEK GANTENG DAN PENGERTIAN hahahahaah
sumpah gw stress abis gara2 gw lg kepkiran si dia soalny tdi pagi dy tuh kliatanny murung bgt.good thing he got lots of friends.yeah dy emg orgny baek sih jdi pny tmn bnyk dh.
y ampun knp jdi doi?hahha pasti gara soul sister
rese tuh lagu kn bwt band gw ama teman2 KIR hahaha
knp gw lg optimis bgt y akhir2 ini? g optimis tpi rada2 gmn gtu trus paranoid gw mulai dh klo soal dia..
parah gw harus konsen proyek kok malah paranoid ama dia sih?!
anak bodoh
8.05.2010
crap
yeah and it said crap i mean crap!
damn i need to finish the presentation and do the MIE crazy homework!!!
not to mention physics.ain't that shit?
then again, i really need to work hard especially now that i'm in the 9th grade.this could only mean one(or two) thing(s):
"PASS or FAIL"
wuoo that's pretty scary if I fail anyway.but i'll vow this; that i will pass this grade and move on to the next level with the best score i could ever get in my whole life up until now!
YEAH!!! please support me in achieving a scholarship to Australia (for college). maybe i could find a nice one to go :)
damn i need to finish the presentation and do the MIE crazy homework!!!
not to mention physics.ain't that shit?
then again, i really need to work hard especially now that i'm in the 9th grade.this could only mean one(or two) thing(s):
"PASS or FAIL"
wuoo that's pretty scary if I fail anyway.but i'll vow this; that i will pass this grade and move on to the next level with the best score i could ever get in my whole life up until now!
YEAH!!! please support me in achieving a scholarship to Australia (for college). maybe i could find a nice one to go :)
8.03.2010
guru dan aku
jadi ini adalah cerita antara guru gw dan gw pada saat les hari ini. sebut saja Ms. N
jadi kn ada pernyataan kyk gini:
"the coconut palm _______ by the breeze"
nah gw d suru nyari sinonim yang moved slowly dan jawaban ny antara lain
1. moved
2. waved
3. swayed
4. fluttered
gw: Ms, jawabanny swayed kan?
Ms: ah masa sih. It must be fluttered. let me check the dictionary (*ngambil dictionary oxford yang guede banget)
*liat2 bntr*
Ms: fluttered, moving lightly and quickly.so it must have been fluttered
gw: tapi Ms kn klo d indonesiain kn gini: melambai-lambai, nyiur d pantai!! harusny waved klo g swayed!!!
Ms: g bs, waved itu melambai dlm konteks manusia
gw: kn personification MS
Ms: *speechless* aduh coba kamu membayangkan flutter tuh gmn
gw: kyk terbang gtu Ms, kn enteng trus kyk feather gtu kn
Ms: *speechless* oo ok d hahhaa..
gw: swayed kn brarti??
Ms: bntr liat dictionary
*liat trus baca*
Ms; swayed, the act of moving slowly
gw: tuh mstiny swayed kan? y kan? ayo lah ms ms ms?
Ms: *bete* ah y ud dh swayed nnti tnya Ms. L yah
gw: nah gitu dong!!
???????????????????????????????????????????????????
gw tw ini g jls smua krn trnyt gw ktm guru lama gw pas mnt les private OMG
jadi kn ada pernyataan kyk gini:
"the coconut palm _______ by the breeze"
nah gw d suru nyari sinonim yang moved slowly dan jawaban ny antara lain
1. moved
2. waved
3. swayed
4. fluttered
gw: Ms, jawabanny swayed kan?
Ms: ah masa sih. It must be fluttered. let me check the dictionary (*ngambil dictionary oxford yang guede banget)
*liat2 bntr*
Ms: fluttered, moving lightly and quickly.so it must have been fluttered
gw: tapi Ms kn klo d indonesiain kn gini: melambai-lambai, nyiur d pantai!! harusny waved klo g swayed!!!
Ms: g bs, waved itu melambai dlm konteks manusia
gw: kn personification MS
Ms: *speechless* aduh coba kamu membayangkan flutter tuh gmn
gw: kyk terbang gtu Ms, kn enteng trus kyk feather gtu kn
Ms: *speechless* oo ok d hahhaa..
gw: swayed kn brarti??
Ms: bntr liat dictionary
*liat trus baca*
Ms; swayed, the act of moving slowly
gw: tuh mstiny swayed kan? y kan? ayo lah ms ms ms?
Ms: *bete* ah y ud dh swayed nnti tnya Ms. L yah
gw: nah gitu dong!!
???????????????????????????????????????????????????
gw tw ini g jls smua krn trnyt gw ktm guru lama gw pas mnt les private OMG
iseng dan huaaaaa
aduhai guys
let's start with english awwright?RIGHT!!!
yeah so today, well not really something to tell
it's just that it wasn't a bad day, for sure
i really enjoyed it perhaps
but
going to a private lesson at 6 PM?!?!?!
you're kidding me.well it was my idea.how stupid.
it's not entirely stupid but i may as well enjoy it to learn some TOEFL for my college.yeah I'm going to Australia!!! (going college with cows hahahaha)
man I can't wait to get my TOEFL and ESL as well
they said it's hard but, nah i don't care what people said
as long as i have the will i can fight and you can't take it away from me, weks
ok let's go INDO!!!
nah hari ni gw bener2 g nyangka.ternyata presentasi IPS klompok gw maju jg! tae,gw kira minggu depan ato kapan kek. sebel gw. y ud lah nasib mw gmn. pusing
OR dgn bodohny tdi tuh yg cewe pada d marahin gara2 kaga mw cepet baris.yah mrk jg sih salah.huh padahal kn g us gtu (yang cewe:ampe harus pake brisik). y krn gw pihak cewe dan berkelamin jg cewe, y gw jg slah y. so bu naning maaf yah:(
ok nanti lagi ya see ya!
let's start with english awwright?RIGHT!!!
yeah so today, well not really something to tell
it's just that it wasn't a bad day, for sure
i really enjoyed it perhaps
but
going to a private lesson at 6 PM?!?!?!
you're kidding me.well it was my idea.how stupid.
it's not entirely stupid but i may as well enjoy it to learn some TOEFL for my college.yeah I'm going to Australia!!! (going college with cows hahahaha)
man I can't wait to get my TOEFL and ESL as well
they said it's hard but, nah i don't care what people said
as long as i have the will i can fight and you can't take it away from me, weks
ok let's go INDO!!!
nah hari ni gw bener2 g nyangka.ternyata presentasi IPS klompok gw maju jg! tae,gw kira minggu depan ato kapan kek. sebel gw. y ud lah nasib mw gmn. pusing
OR dgn bodohny tdi tuh yg cewe pada d marahin gara2 kaga mw cepet baris.yah mrk jg sih salah.huh padahal kn g us gtu (yang cewe:ampe harus pake brisik). y krn gw pihak cewe dan berkelamin jg cewe, y gw jg slah y. so bu naning maaf yah:(
ok nanti lagi ya see ya!
8.02.2010
Crushed
crushed, by the sweetest lips i've never kissed and your fingertips,the warmest touch that I've always missed
OMG i'm really crushed like bugs.shit shit shit i gotta think of something else hahaha lucu
tae tulisanny jdi aneh kok ganti2?bodo ah
cape gw malesin bgt g sih
idup gw ni pertama: it's a mad world.
But at times, I don't care like that.
But when I care, it twitches me hard.It's like eating nails
And when I'm at lost, I know I'll be crying whenever alone.
But then, thinking of you makes me happy:)
That's why I could live. All because of you:) thank you.
OMG i'm really crushed like bugs.shit shit shit i gotta think of something else hahaha lucu
tae tulisanny jdi aneh kok ganti2?bodo ah
cape gw malesin bgt g sih
idup gw ni pertama: it's a mad world.
But at times, I don't care like that.
But when I care, it twitches me hard.It's like eating nails
And when I'm at lost, I know I'll be crying whenever alone.
But then, thinking of you makes me happy:)
That's why I could live. All because of you:) thank you.
hello
hi guys
so yeah this is gonna be personal journal by the way
i hope no YUDHI is here or any of his 'kids'
yeah so on to what i'm trying to say:
see, i've been sucking up my life. yeah real sucks
i hate it that way and the way that i've been having this weird thing in my head..
oh God..it's all coming back again
ALL COMING BACK AGAIN
longing for this feeling
with the very same you years ago
maybe it's just baffling
but he would have guess and would have know
can't let that catch up too soon
or i'm gonna regret this
he's too good for me now
with all the tune that he could play
all over the hills and far away
oh shit what the duck is that?
bla bla bla i want to change the language now:
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa gw sebel.lw sadar g sih?
gw sih mikir lw sadar tpi masa gw berharap ketinggian.lgpula gw sedih bgt wktu lw blg bgt.
nusuk bgt, gw tw ap2.sumpah gw cupu abis.
worst thing that could happen, if your loved ones actually with another person that is not you.
ah gw g mw pcran dulu gpp. SMA aj nnti biar gw fokus UAN tpi klo gw g tw dy ngrsa ap k gw dan trnyt dy g searah ama gw, aduuu gmn yah.down bgt tuh..tpi he has a choice.
i'm not taking that away from him.tpi dy ud trlalu lama dgn choiceny ampe gw g dy liat.
you said that months ago.i wish you could have remember it.
so yeah this is gonna be personal journal by the way
i hope no YUDHI is here or any of his 'kids'
yeah so on to what i'm trying to say:
see, i've been sucking up my life. yeah real sucks
i hate it that way and the way that i've been having this weird thing in my head..
oh God..it's all coming back again
ALL COMING BACK AGAIN
longing for this feeling
with the very same you years ago
maybe it's just baffling
but he would have guess and would have know
can't let that catch up too soon
or i'm gonna regret this
he's too good for me now
with all the tune that he could play
all over the hills and far away
oh shit what the duck is that?
bla bla bla i want to change the language now:
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa gw sebel.lw sadar g sih?
gw sih mikir lw sadar tpi masa gw berharap ketinggian.lgpula gw sedih bgt wktu lw blg bgt.
nusuk bgt, gw tw ap2.sumpah gw cupu abis.
worst thing that could happen, if your loved ones actually with another person that is not you.
ah gw g mw pcran dulu gpp. SMA aj nnti biar gw fokus UAN tpi klo gw g tw dy ngrsa ap k gw dan trnyt dy g searah ama gw, aduuu gmn yah.down bgt tuh..tpi he has a choice.
i'm not taking that away from him.tpi dy ud trlalu lama dgn choiceny ampe gw g dy liat.
you said that months ago.i wish you could have remember it.
6.03.2010
a story but i don't know what..
yes guys.. ini cerita adalah hasil ciptaan gw ketika ulangan umum bahasa inggris dengan paragraph lebih dari 3 yang pasti akan membuat saya gagal (lagi) d english..g gagal dpt 0 gtu, g...
smoga kalian suka:) (ada sedikit perubahan ntar gw ralat)
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Today is my birthday, a day for the Wiccans whom are mature enough, being realized into their own materialized beings. Our civilizations, the Wiccans, live under the protection of our Mother Earth and under the trunks of the tree of life itself, Yggdrasil. We cannot interact freely to the outer world because we are bound to our world, pledge to guard and protect the Yggdrasil - who gave us life- from harm. But we could always pursue Mother to give us our freedom, to become materialized beings, to be able to roam free on the other side of our world. And today, is my chance to be free and maybe my final day in this misty forest. I can't wait to be freed!
"Sister! Sister Tahlia!" A voice shouting my name came from behind me. There, a woman stand before me with hair as red as the burning fire and gleaming, green eyes. It was my sister, Ryuufa. She hold up a letter to me, gasping for breath and continue, "My dear sister, please come with me. I must tell you that Mother is ill now because of the future she saw in you. She said it was gravely strange, yet powerful. It could be dangerous, my dear. Please come quick, I do not wish for her to be more ill than she could have been. Hasten your plans immediately and follow me now! I beg of you!" She pleaded to me so badly. Now I'm in a dillema. I want to see her but my heart is screaming to be freed right away. Oh my. My head nodded mindlessly. I know it is hard to agree but, maybe next time. Ryuufa smiled cheerfully and thanked me for agreeing.
We walked under the trunks of the Yggdrasil. There, lies a grand and majestic hall with a waterfall at the end of it. It is the sacred pool of life. Water flows endlessly, it is what makes the tree stays alive, what protects us, what makes us stay alive. The water is for ceremonial reasons too. The hall itself was decorated with dim light of the fireflies and the moon lilies. Near the pool, an old woman sitted down with her hands on the water. She waved her hands as she watched the petals on the water swirls gracefully. She always predict the future, they said.
"Rejoice, Mother! The lost daughter have returned! Forgive us, we could not be any more quicker than the winds." Ryuufa bowed before her. What a respect. The old woman looks so frail and thin with wrinkles all over her face. She looked very pale that almost matched her white hair. She hold onto her rod, Root of Yggdrasil, to stand. The moon lilies on top of the rod gives off light for her eyes to see clearer.
"Nay, my daughter. Now rise! You have done well, sister Ryuufa. You may leave for now." In a flash of light, Ryuufa disappeared into thin air. She's nowhere to be found now. Well, it's just me and Mother. I looked up to see her face. She has that gentle smile that warms my heart. I thought I've seen those before but, nah.
I kneel down to show respect to Mother. She come closer to me and hold her rod in front of me and said, " No need to be so formal to me, my dear daughter. I am Mother, as you knew. Now rise!" Slowly, I raised my head and touched her moon lilies so she can see me standing. She smiled back at me, " Please, come closer to the water."
I stepped closer near the pool. The petals of fate, Mother must have predicted the future of me. Slowly, she sat down on her cushions and stare at the water.
"Mother, what is it that you want from me?" I asked her slowly. She looked at me and smiled, " I asked nothing of you, my daughter. Now please, watch carefully what I must tell you. This is your story, it all begans here, in this pool of life."
She waved her rod over the water and the petals magically swirled and danced upon the water. It creates a mirror of water that reflect images of the elements; water, wind, earth, fire and aether, the master of all elements. The images are so vivid and clear with each embodiment of its own. Then, all of the elements joined together, creating a feathery-wings. The holy beings!
I gasped. I am destinied to be a holy being? No, it can't be! I can't even learn a single spell now how am I supposed to control the elements?! "Mother there must be some mistake! I cannot be the one! I am nothing like that!"
"Because you are nothing like that, then you truly are the holy being. They denied themselves because they don't know what they're doing. Innocent they may be, but you must seek something else. You will be different!" She smiled to me again, " I know you will. The greatest of all as well. Claim your destiny now and get ready for your ceremonial!"
What? "Mother! You can't mean-"
"Yes, it is time for your freedom. Now come along!"
smoga kalian suka:) (ada sedikit perubahan ntar gw ralat)
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Today is my birthday, a day for the Wiccans whom are mature enough, being realized into their own materialized beings. Our civilizations, the Wiccans, live under the protection of our Mother Earth and under the trunks of the tree of life itself, Yggdrasil. We cannot interact freely to the outer world because we are bound to our world, pledge to guard and protect the Yggdrasil - who gave us life- from harm. But we could always pursue Mother to give us our freedom, to become materialized beings, to be able to roam free on the other side of our world. And today, is my chance to be free and maybe my final day in this misty forest. I can't wait to be freed!
"Sister! Sister Tahlia!" A voice shouting my name came from behind me. There, a woman stand before me with hair as red as the burning fire and gleaming, green eyes. It was my sister, Ryuufa. She hold up a letter to me, gasping for breath and continue, "My dear sister, please come with me. I must tell you that Mother is ill now because of the future she saw in you. She said it was gravely strange, yet powerful. It could be dangerous, my dear. Please come quick, I do not wish for her to be more ill than she could have been. Hasten your plans immediately and follow me now! I beg of you!" She pleaded to me so badly. Now I'm in a dillema. I want to see her but my heart is screaming to be freed right away. Oh my. My head nodded mindlessly. I know it is hard to agree but, maybe next time. Ryuufa smiled cheerfully and thanked me for agreeing.
We walked under the trunks of the Yggdrasil. There, lies a grand and majestic hall with a waterfall at the end of it. It is the sacred pool of life. Water flows endlessly, it is what makes the tree stays alive, what protects us, what makes us stay alive. The water is for ceremonial reasons too. The hall itself was decorated with dim light of the fireflies and the moon lilies. Near the pool, an old woman sitted down with her hands on the water. She waved her hands as she watched the petals on the water swirls gracefully. She always predict the future, they said.
"Rejoice, Mother! The lost daughter have returned! Forgive us, we could not be any more quicker than the winds." Ryuufa bowed before her. What a respect. The old woman looks so frail and thin with wrinkles all over her face. She looked very pale that almost matched her white hair. She hold onto her rod, Root of Yggdrasil, to stand. The moon lilies on top of the rod gives off light for her eyes to see clearer.
"Nay, my daughter. Now rise! You have done well, sister Ryuufa. You may leave for now." In a flash of light, Ryuufa disappeared into thin air. She's nowhere to be found now. Well, it's just me and Mother. I looked up to see her face. She has that gentle smile that warms my heart. I thought I've seen those before but, nah.
I kneel down to show respect to Mother. She come closer to me and hold her rod in front of me and said, " No need to be so formal to me, my dear daughter. I am Mother, as you knew. Now rise!" Slowly, I raised my head and touched her moon lilies so she can see me standing. She smiled back at me, " Please, come closer to the water."
I stepped closer near the pool. The petals of fate, Mother must have predicted the future of me. Slowly, she sat down on her cushions and stare at the water.
"Mother, what is it that you want from me?" I asked her slowly. She looked at me and smiled, " I asked nothing of you, my daughter. Now please, watch carefully what I must tell you. This is your story, it all begans here, in this pool of life."
She waved her rod over the water and the petals magically swirled and danced upon the water. It creates a mirror of water that reflect images of the elements; water, wind, earth, fire and aether, the master of all elements. The images are so vivid and clear with each embodiment of its own. Then, all of the elements joined together, creating a feathery-wings. The holy beings!
I gasped. I am destinied to be a holy being? No, it can't be! I can't even learn a single spell now how am I supposed to control the elements?! "Mother there must be some mistake! I cannot be the one! I am nothing like that!"
"Because you are nothing like that, then you truly are the holy being. They denied themselves because they don't know what they're doing. Innocent they may be, but you must seek something else. You will be different!" She smiled to me again, " I know you will. The greatest of all as well. Claim your destiny now and get ready for your ceremonial!"
What? "Mother! You can't mean-"
"Yes, it is time for your freedom. Now come along!"
***
The once closed hall is now open for a ceremony again. The hall is now lively with many people, the people of this forest. They have come to watch my ceremony, they are all my families. And now, I am wearing this dress as beautiful as a wedding dress with moon lilies as my own personal ornaments. I secretly likes them a lot. My sister guide me down the aisle to Mother and the pool of life. She stepped backwards and allowed me to stepped into the water.
"My dear people! We have all gathered here on this ceremony to escort our daughter, Tahlia Rune, to her freedom. She may never come back here as she is the holy being but remember this; she was one of us, born because of Yggdrasil and live under our protection and guidance. She is our family, now and forever. Now let us begin the ceremony! Everyone, pray with me for her safety!"
Mother speaked in her ancient tongue and everybody sing with her. Each and everyone, they cheered me up a bit when I was about to cry. The water around swirled and washed my back gently. I felt something shriveled on my back. A root or something. Then it grow and grow until it covered my whole body. Now, I am shrouded within the darkness. I thought to myself, "this maybe the last time to think what I will say to the others. I will leave Mother, Ryuufa, everyone behind. I will never come back. It is for real. I cannot go back now."
Just before I have the words to think of, I hear the lines of Mother's;
"My dear people! We have all gathered here on this ceremony to escort our daughter, Tahlia Rune, to her freedom. She may never come back here as she is the holy being but remember this; she was one of us, born because of Yggdrasil and live under our protection and guidance. She is our family, now and forever. Now let us begin the ceremony! Everyone, pray with me for her safety!"
Mother speaked in her ancient tongue and everybody sing with her. Each and everyone, they cheered me up a bit when I was about to cry. The water around swirled and washed my back gently. I felt something shriveled on my back. A root or something. Then it grow and grow until it covered my whole body. Now, I am shrouded within the darkness. I thought to myself, "this maybe the last time to think what I will say to the others. I will leave Mother, Ryuufa, everyone behind. I will never come back. It is for real. I cannot go back now."
Just before I have the words to think of, I hear the lines of Mother's;
Born from Mother's womb
Sleep in Mother's arms
Now the child have grown to freedom
This is your story
It all begans here
Raise into your freedom
My daughter
And claim what is yours
We will always be with you
Sleep in Mother's arms
Now the child have grown to freedom
This is your story
It all begans here
Raise into your freedom
My daughter
And claim what is yours
We will always be with you
Those last words ring me a bell. I have nothing to say, but I know I will have lots to show. I can tell them how grateful I was without saying a words. Because I am me. And they are my families.
Goodbye, everyone. I wish you well.
The roots around me finally cracked up. Wings of Titania has grown on my back. It is beautiful indeed, but not the wings I was meant for. I was meant for something else. And the wings turn into feathery and white wings. The wings of the holy beings.
"This is what I was meant for", I could finally say it," I just wish I could be here a little longer but please, listen to what my heart say;
Goodbye, everyone. I wish you well.
The roots around me finally cracked up. Wings of Titania has grown on my back. It is beautiful indeed, but not the wings I was meant for. I was meant for something else. And the wings turn into feathery and white wings. The wings of the holy beings.
"This is what I was meant for", I could finally say it," I just wish I could be here a little longer but please, listen to what my heart say;
Thank you everyone
It has been wonderful staying with you
I should have learned a couple of spells to make you proud
But I was meant for something bigger than spells
Maybe that is the reason I cannot bear any spells in my vein
Because it is the vein of the holy ones
Thank you and goodbye
I love you
It has been wonderful staying with you
I should have learned a couple of spells to make you proud
But I was meant for something bigger than spells
Maybe that is the reason I cannot bear any spells in my vein
Because it is the vein of the holy ones
Thank you and goodbye
I love you
Everybody was amazed. I could speak to their mind one by one and they all understood. I looked at Ryuufa. She was in tears and smiling at me. Did I make her proud? She hold my hands, " Goodbye, sister. May the blessing of our Mother always be with you." I looked back at Mother and hugged her one last time. She smiled at me. It was sad but also happy. "Now go. Time is running out. See what you must do and make us proud, Tahlia. This is your story-"
"It all begans here."
She smiled to me again. Time to say goodbye. Walls of water were formed for me to step into the top of Yggdrasil. Carefully I spread my wings across, one after another. Man, I didn't expect it that there would be six wings. Well, it's now or never then. Finally, I soar into the sky freely. I didn't know it would be so nice. Even though, I still am sad to leave my family behind in exchange for such freedom. But, I don't know if it's just for freedom. There must be a connection to the past or whatever the future awaits. Maybe they need someone as fool as I am to save the world. Maybe, just maybe
"It all begans here."
She smiled to me again. Time to say goodbye. Walls of water were formed for me to step into the top of Yggdrasil. Carefully I spread my wings across, one after another. Man, I didn't expect it that there would be six wings. Well, it's now or never then. Finally, I soar into the sky freely. I didn't know it would be so nice. Even though, I still am sad to leave my family behind in exchange for such freedom. But, I don't know if it's just for freedom. There must be a connection to the past or whatever the future awaits. Maybe they need someone as fool as I am to save the world. Maybe, just maybe
***
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kira kira begini. tw lah g apal mai men:)
kira kira begini. tw lah g apal mai men:)
2.07.2010
Love is restless (regards to a best friend and to a lost lover)
just like the title itself, love is restless
they say love makes the world goes round
they say love makes the whole world peace
they say love resides within every little heart of man
but what if the very person you love, your own world and your everything was not there?
yes, the world will be nothing but an empty shell, just like a coca cola can with only air inside, no cola and that sucks...real suckss..
when i feel down and defeated i would hope all my friends would be there for me, would come down frm Heaven to comfort me, to always be there for me yet i've found but a best friend from the enemy line...
he used to be an enemy to me but not any more..he's become a very best friend and thank you, you cheered me up to pursue my dreams, to pursue my only love...and so i pray that Heaven will give you the same as you do... you're one in a million friend..
thank you my dear friend :)
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I still love you and I still believe that we'll meet again someday my love
they say love makes the world goes round
they say love makes the whole world peace
they say love resides within every little heart of man
but what if the very person you love, your own world and your everything was not there?
yes, the world will be nothing but an empty shell, just like a coca cola can with only air inside, no cola and that sucks...real suckss..
when i feel down and defeated i would hope all my friends would be there for me, would come down frm Heaven to comfort me, to always be there for me yet i've found but a best friend from the enemy line...
he used to be an enemy to me but not any more..he's become a very best friend and thank you, you cheered me up to pursue my dreams, to pursue my only love...and so i pray that Heaven will give you the same as you do... you're one in a million friend..
thank you my dear friend :)
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I still love you and I still believe that we'll meet again someday my love
1.31.2010
the return of the young scion
-Prologue-
Ignorant Child
Led by false dreams
Yet the gods and goddesses are on her side
Lending her every power she needs
Shall Heaven sent down judgments
No gods nor goddesses falter on their beliefs
Yet the child carries the entire burden...
Not knowing of what happened
The young scion of newborn light concealed herself
Within crystal clear chamber of ice
To fall into deep slumber along with the gods and goddesses...
Thousands of years would come
Yet it will only be once and for all eternity
Shall the young scion of light roamed the deadly world again
And when it is time,
The destruction of the world shall begun with the Occult's hideous sign
But will the wheel of fate turn around?
Be the world's damned executioner she will but will she chose the path of light?
Will she follow her unchanging traits of light itself?
To bring back the world through its prosperity and to save the world
From the beastly Armageddon?
Only time would answer
Of how this fantasy would end
Of both Dark,
And Light...
Ignorant Child
Led by false dreams
Yet the gods and goddesses are on her side
Lending her every power she needs
Shall Heaven sent down judgments
No gods nor goddesses falter on their beliefs
Yet the child carries the entire burden...
Not knowing of what happened
The young scion of newborn light concealed herself
Within crystal clear chamber of ice
To fall into deep slumber along with the gods and goddesses...
Thousands of years would come
Yet it will only be once and for all eternity
Shall the young scion of light roamed the deadly world again
And when it is time,
The destruction of the world shall begun with the Occult's hideous sign
But will the wheel of fate turn around?
Be the world's damned executioner she will but will she chose the path of light?
Will she follow her unchanging traits of light itself?
To bring back the world through its prosperity and to save the world
From the beastly Armageddon?
Only time would answer
Of how this fantasy would end
Of both Dark,
And Light...
1.30.2010
when my glasses falls my sister falls
ini adalah cerita seputar hujan di gereja Laurensius tercinta (muah)
ketika gw n cc gw kluar dri greja, hujan sudah turun (jressssss)
trus gw ngeluarin payung esprit (teng3x!!!) yang sayangnya, g bs d buka ampe full ama gw (baca: susah bgt bukany tpi kbuka sih)
d mulailah kisah ini (jeng jeng):
gw: c, pyungny dong!!!bsah ni!! (tarik payung k kanan)
cc: ihhhhhh!! basah jg ni!!! (tarik k kiri)
(baca: jgn d ikuti, ini bkn film kartun)
*turun tangga*
*3 tngga d bawah*
cc: HYAAAH!! (baca: kepleset!! tangan melayang dan menyambar kacamata gw)
gw: AAAAHHH!!! MY EYES!!!
*dua orang bodoh d tengah hujan*
FYI cc gw dgn sukses jatuh 3 tangga sprti d film kartun
(pernah liat tom & jerry? ya, seperti itu)
ok smpe rumah, (maap) P****Tny.....
ilang... Y G LH!! oke P****Tny lngsung d tangani dgn arak mujarab buatan orang cina (ngasal)
kisah d tutup
pesan moral: pada saat kacamata anda hilang, orang yang ada di sebelah anda pun akan hilang terutama pada saat hujan ==a
ketika gw n cc gw kluar dri greja, hujan sudah turun (jressssss)
trus gw ngeluarin payung esprit (teng3x!!!) yang sayangnya, g bs d buka ampe full ama gw (baca: susah bgt bukany tpi kbuka sih)
d mulailah kisah ini (jeng jeng):
gw: c, pyungny dong!!!bsah ni!! (tarik payung k kanan)
cc: ihhhhhh!! basah jg ni!!! (tarik k kiri)
(baca: jgn d ikuti, ini bkn film kartun)
*turun tangga*
*3 tngga d bawah*
cc: HYAAAH!! (baca: kepleset!! tangan melayang dan menyambar kacamata gw)
gw: AAAAHHH!!! MY EYES!!!
*dua orang bodoh d tengah hujan*
FYI cc gw dgn sukses jatuh 3 tangga sprti d film kartun
(pernah liat tom & jerry? ya, seperti itu)
ok smpe rumah, (maap) P****Tny.....
ilang... Y G LH!! oke P****Tny lngsung d tangani dgn arak mujarab buatan orang cina (ngasal)
kisah d tutup
pesan moral: pada saat kacamata anda hilang, orang yang ada di sebelah anda pun akan hilang terutama pada saat hujan ==a
1.08.2010
andre gw dan costa
halo lgi! gw jarang bgt buka post (malah g pernah!!!)
pokokny hari ini gw ama costa ama andre buat lucu2an g jls.
mulai dari pentil andre di gigit adeny ampe coret2 meja komputer pake sapidol ;)
tau maap bahasa agak kasar yh tpi mw gimana lg? gw kaga tau bahasa sopanny!!!
tpi gw mls juga sih nulis2 bnyk2 tpi gmn yh..pokokny seru..
jdi, tdi kn s andre lg brg kita2 jdi gini:
andre: eh sil, gw cape bgt ni
gw: kenapa lw? kok pucet gtu?
costa: iy dre, lu pucet bgt. tdi dri mana aj lw?
andre: tdi gw abis dri HC. emang pucet yh?
costa & gw: iy. BGT!
andre: anjrit... *mulai gosok" muka g jls*
andre: gmn? masih pucet g?
gw & costa: omigod, merah dre! YAILAH MERAH LU LAGI!!!
andre: hehehe *tertawa ceria*
oklah klo bgtu... hwhwhw
trus andre lg nih:
andre: eh ade gw parah loh..
gw: parah kenapa?
andre: masa wktu kecil pentil gw di gigit ampe kyk msuk gtu?
gw: buset dah... masa irene bgtu?
andre: g prcaya lw... nih liat (buka kancing baju trus nunjukin)
gw: ^!%*$^!&@)#!*#^*&@%$*&!$(@^# ANJRIT!!!
andre: tuh kn...
ee lw dre..
pokokny hari ini gw ama costa ama andre buat lucu2an g jls.
mulai dari pentil andre di gigit adeny ampe coret2 meja komputer pake sapidol ;)
tau maap bahasa agak kasar yh tpi mw gimana lg? gw kaga tau bahasa sopanny!!!
tpi gw mls juga sih nulis2 bnyk2 tpi gmn yh..pokokny seru..
jdi, tdi kn s andre lg brg kita2 jdi gini:
andre: eh sil, gw cape bgt ni
gw: kenapa lw? kok pucet gtu?
costa: iy dre, lu pucet bgt. tdi dri mana aj lw?
andre: tdi gw abis dri HC. emang pucet yh?
costa & gw: iy. BGT!
andre: anjrit... *mulai gosok" muka g jls*
andre: gmn? masih pucet g?
gw & costa: omigod, merah dre! YAILAH MERAH LU LAGI!!!
andre: hehehe *tertawa ceria*
oklah klo bgtu... hwhwhw
trus andre lg nih:
andre: eh ade gw parah loh..
gw: parah kenapa?
andre: masa wktu kecil pentil gw di gigit ampe kyk msuk gtu?
gw: buset dah... masa irene bgtu?
andre: g prcaya lw... nih liat (buka kancing baju trus nunjukin)
gw: ^!%*$^!&@)#!*#^*&@%$*&!$(@^# ANJRIT!!!
andre: tuh kn...
ee lw dre..
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