12.12.2008

The "Angel and The "Fallen" one

-Prologue-

I could never know.. I'm going to feel like this again.. I wish to erase this past and just stay the same.. But do I have the power to gain everything back?? Will I??

Hear.. The sky is crying and so do I..
See.. The water is dropping just like my tears fall to the ground..
Feel.. This girl's hurted heart and mine was worst..
Scent.. The death and decay of that body just like my heart..

Watch.. And you'll see I'm falling..
Learn.. and you'll know my whole pain and sorrowness..
Help.. My throat was being cut and I can speak no more..

The "Angel" is gone.. The "Fallen" one cannot survive..

The melody is sounding up through the night.. Along the cold of winter and the cold of this..

The "Fallen" can watch the sky no more.. She was back into her old shell.. Her old despair and misery where everything is darker than ever.. She couldn't see..

She cried but no one could see..
She cried but no one could hear..
She cried and screamed and all, still no one come to her..
'Is it bcos I am the "Fallen" one, no one would care about me??', she asked herself..

Even if she asked.. No one will answer.. Even herself can't answer..
She can't look into the sky to hope bcos the sky is clouding and no light, even the tiniest light, can help..

"I'm chained with this 'fate'.. Why can't I break free?? Why can't I loved and being loved?? Why.. How, this pain never stops.. It's devouring my soul.. no, my heart first then the soul.. My body will be the last on earth and that's the end.."

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