bt gw sebel >:O

aaaaa sumpah gw kesel banget hari ini. awalny si biasa aj yah tpi lama2 uhhh...
y mslh tu gara2 BI gw lupa klo hri ni quiz...cupu

oklah inti masalahny tu y gw kesel aj gra2 satu cewe yg perek abis.sumpah tnyain aj org2.klo dy g ngpa2in gw g akn kesel kyk gini tpi trnyt dy ud klwtan!

gw g suka aj si dy deket2in si dia.gw sebel sebel sebel bgt!!!gw tw gw g pnya hak bwt marah krn si cewe dktin dy tpi yah gmn y...gw g rela aj.abis,ud lama bgt gw nunggu slalu ad org laen gmn gw g bt?tpi gw g mw nyerah dulu.

soal yg cewe itu sbnrny gw msi interpret klo s dy ttman ama tu cewe tpi gw g tw bener ap g..tpi ini gnggu bgt.

dillema gw

Guru v.s Me - 0-1 !!!

haha seneng gw pas tdi les guru gw akhirny mengakui kesalahanny!!! hahaha bangga trnyta murid bs mengajar guru (Y)!

aww

aduuu gw lg knp y?g tw dh pkokny gw seneng bgt tdi tes lari gw bener2 ngucurin smua tenaga gw n lari as swift as the wind!! wah ud masuk art of war tuh jahahhaa (ga nymbung)

ok sbnrny gw bingung dh akhir2 ni.gw kyk tw si dy lg ttman ama syp cuma gw g psti tpi kok dy *ga geer* care ama gw?ad ap ini? hahaha gw sih bawa santai dulu cos i might be the one to talk it to his heart again.maybe. tpi gw sng ud lmyan d prhatiin cuman kdg gw ngrsa gini, 'kok lw ngejauin gw?' ato 'ad ap si?kok sedih/murung/mesem/etc?'

gw trllu bnyk bertny!! parah kamu sil(?)!! stres dah gw pusing ndiri dah.bener tpi gw srg kpikir gtu.mw nnya g brni, takut salah ato g enak cuma gw pgn blg k dy gtu, 'give me a chance.you know how i feel to you and i know' ato tptny i 'used' to know...

aaa sebel knp gw dulu g iya-in aj ?!tpi g ad guna gw kek gtu.itu namany org cupu klo regret trus.lama2 jdi trash ato rubbish.kan jelek?g bgt bwt org kek gw hahhaa (najis lw sil)

g us bnyk cing cong, bnyk bgt prtnyaan yg pgn gw tnyain k dy mulai dri awal ktmu smpe skrg dan masi blm trjwb.gw pgn nny tpi..yah suatu saat dh.gw pgn liat dulu k dpn. so who's gonna be on your next line?come on, i know you have one in mind rite?
haha kidding:)

hey soul sister

kenapa nama judulny hey soul sister?
maksudny judul laguny si Train kereta api itu loh bukan post gw.
iy knp soul sister?
cewe lw soul sister maksudny apa coba?

aduu gw jd kgn yah masa2 pny pacar tpi namany jg idup gw psti g akan2 trus pnya pacar karena...

gw pasti pnya SUAMI YANG BAEK GANTENG DAN PENGERTIAN hahahahaah

sumpah gw stress abis gara2 gw lg kepkiran si dia soalny tdi pagi dy tuh kliatanny murung bgt.good thing he got lots of friends.yeah dy emg orgny baek sih jdi pny tmn bnyk dh.

y ampun knp jdi doi?hahha pasti gara soul sister

rese tuh lagu kn bwt band gw ama teman2 KIR hahaha
knp gw lg optimis bgt y akhir2 ini? g optimis tpi rada2 gmn gtu trus paranoid gw mulai dh klo soal dia..

parah gw harus konsen proyek kok malah paranoid ama dia sih?!
anak bodoh

crap

yeah and it said crap i mean crap!
damn i need to finish the presentation and do the MIE crazy homework!!!
not to mention physics.ain't that shit?

then again, i really need to work hard especially now that i'm in the 9th grade.this could only mean one(or two) thing(s):

"PASS or FAIL"

wuoo that's pretty scary if I fail anyway.but i'll vow this; that i will pass this grade and move on to the next level with the best score i could ever get in my whole life up until now!

YEAH!!! please support me in achieving a scholarship to Australia (for college). maybe i could find a nice one to go :)

guru dan aku

jadi ini adalah cerita antara guru gw dan gw pada saat les hari ini. sebut saja Ms. N

jadi kn ada pernyataan kyk gini:

"the coconut palm _______ by the breeze"

nah gw d suru nyari sinonim yang moved slowly dan jawaban ny antara lain

1. moved
2. waved
3. swayed
4. fluttered

gw: Ms, jawabanny swayed kan?

Ms: ah masa sih. It must be fluttered. let me check the dictionary (*ngambil dictionary oxford yang guede banget)

*liat2 bntr*

Ms: fluttered, moving lightly and quickly.so it must have been fluttered

gw: tapi Ms kn klo d indonesiain kn gini: melambai-lambai, nyiur d pantai!! harusny waved klo g swayed!!!

Ms: g bs, waved itu melambai dlm konteks manusia

gw: kn personification MS

Ms: *speechless* aduh coba kamu membayangkan flutter tuh gmn

gw: kyk terbang gtu Ms, kn enteng trus kyk feather gtu kn

Ms: *speechless* oo ok d hahhaa..

gw: swayed kn brarti??

Ms: bntr liat dictionary

*liat trus baca*

Ms; swayed, the act of moving slowly

gw: tuh mstiny swayed kan? y kan? ayo lah ms ms ms?

Ms: *bete* ah y ud dh swayed nnti tnya Ms. L yah

gw: nah gitu dong!!

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gw tw ini g jls smua krn trnyt gw ktm guru lama gw pas mnt les private OMG

iseng dan huaaaaa

aduhai guys
let's start with english awwright?RIGHT!!!

yeah so today, well not really something to tell
it's just that it wasn't a bad day, for sure
i really enjoyed it perhaps
but
going to a private lesson at 6 PM?!?!?!

you're kidding me.well it was my idea.how stupid.

it's not entirely stupid but i may as well enjoy it to learn some TOEFL for my college.yeah I'm going to Australia!!! (going college with cows hahahaha)
man I can't wait to get my TOEFL and ESL as well
they said it's hard but, nah i don't care what people said
as long as i have the will i can fight and you can't take it away from me, weks

ok let's go INDO!!!

nah hari ni gw bener2 g nyangka.ternyata presentasi IPS klompok gw maju jg! tae,gw kira minggu depan ato kapan kek. sebel gw. y ud lah nasib mw gmn. pusing

OR dgn bodohny tdi tuh yg cewe pada d marahin gara2 kaga mw cepet baris.yah mrk jg sih salah.huh padahal kn g us gtu (yang cewe:ampe harus pake brisik). y krn gw pihak cewe dan berkelamin jg cewe, y gw jg slah y. so bu naning maaf yah:(

ok nanti lagi ya see ya!

Crushed

crushed, by the sweetest lips i've never kissed and your fingertips,the warmest touch that I've always missed

OMG i'm really crushed like bugs.shit shit shit i gotta think of something else hahaha lucu
tae tulisanny jdi aneh kok ganti2?bodo ah
cape gw malesin bgt g sih

idup gw ni pertama: it's a mad world.


But at times, I don't care like that.
But when I care, it twitches me hard.It's like eating nails
And when I'm at lost, I know I'll be crying whenever alone.
But then, thinking of you makes me happy:)
That's why I could live. All because of you:) thank you.

hello

hi guys
so yeah this is gonna be personal journal by the way
i hope no YUDHI is here or any of his 'kids'
yeah so on to what i'm trying to say:

see, i've been sucking up my life. yeah real sucks
i hate it that way and the way that i've been having this weird thing in my head..
oh God..it's all coming back again

ALL COMING BACK AGAIN

longing for this feeling
with the very same you years ago
maybe it's just baffling
but he would have guess and would have know

can't let that catch up too soon
or i'm gonna regret this
he's too good for me now
with all the tune that he could play
all over the hills and far away

oh shit what the duck is that?
bla bla bla i want to change the language now:

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa gw sebel.lw sadar g sih?
gw sih mikir lw sadar tpi masa gw berharap ketinggian.lgpula gw sedih bgt wktu lw blg bgt.
nusuk bgt, gw tw ap2.sumpah gw cupu abis.

worst thing that could happen, if your loved ones actually with another person that is not you.

ah gw g mw pcran dulu gpp. SMA aj nnti biar gw fokus UAN tpi klo gw g tw dy ngrsa ap k gw dan trnyt dy g searah ama gw, aduuu gmn yah.down bgt tuh..tpi he has a choice.
i'm not taking that away from him.tpi dy ud trlalu lama dgn choiceny ampe gw g dy liat.

you said that months ago.i wish you could have remember it.

a story but i don't know what..

yes guys.. ini cerita adalah hasil ciptaan gw ketika ulangan umum bahasa inggris dengan paragraph lebih dari 3 yang pasti akan membuat saya gagal (lagi) d english..g gagal dpt 0 gtu, g...

smoga kalian suka:) (ada sedikit perubahan ntar gw ralat)

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Today is my birthday, a day for the Wiccans whom are mature enough, being realized into their own materialized beings. Our civilizations, the Wiccans, live under the protection of our Mother Earth and under the trunks of the tree of life itself, Yggdrasil. We cannot interact freely to the outer world because we are bound to our world, pledge to guard and protect the Yggdrasil - who gave us life- from harm. But we could always pursue Mother to give us our freedom, to become materialized beings, to be able to roam free on the other side of our world. And today, is my chance to be free and maybe my final day in this misty forest. I can't wait to be freed!

"Sister! Sister Tahlia!" A voice shouting my name came from behind me. There, a woman stand before me with hair as red as the burning fire and gleaming, green eyes. It was my sister, Ryuufa. She hold up a letter to me, gasping for breath and continue, "My dear sister, please come with me. I must tell you that Mother is ill now because of the future she saw in you. She said it was gravely strange, yet powerful. It could be dangerous, my dear. Please come quick, I do not wish for her to be more ill than she could have been. Hasten your plans immediately and follow me now! I beg of you!" She pleaded to me so badly. Now I'm in a dillema. I want to see her but my heart is screaming to be freed right away. Oh my. My head nodded mindlessly. I know it is hard to agree but, maybe next time. Ryuufa smiled cheerfully and thanked me for agreeing.

We walked under the trunks of the Yggdrasil. There, lies a grand and majestic hall with a waterfall at the end of it. It is the sacred pool of life. Water flows endlessly, it is what makes the tree stays alive, what protects us, what makes us stay alive. The water is for ceremonial reasons too. The hall itself was decorated with dim light of the fireflies and the moon lilies. Near the pool, an old woman sitted down with her hands on the water. She waved her hands as she watched the petals on the water swirls gracefully. She always predict the future, they said.

"Rejoice, Mother! The lost daughter have returned! Forgive us, we could not be any more quicker than the winds." Ryuufa bowed before her. What a respect. The old woman looks so frail and thin with wrinkles all over her face. She looked very pale that almost matched her white hair. She hold onto her rod, Root of Yggdrasil, to stand. The moon lilies on top of the rod gives off light for her eyes to see clearer.

"Nay, my daughter. Now rise! You have done well, sister Ryuufa. You may leave for now." In a flash of light, Ryuufa disappeared into thin air. She's nowhere to be found now. Well, it's just me and Mother. I looked up to see her face. She has that gentle smile that warms my heart. I thought I've seen those before but, nah.

I kneel down to show respect to Mother. She come closer to me and hold her rod in front of me and said, " No need to be so formal to me, my dear daughter. I am Mother, as you knew. Now rise!" Slowly, I raised my head and touched her moon lilies so she can see me standing. She smiled back at me, " Please, come closer to the water."

I stepped closer near the pool. The petals of fate, Mother must have predicted the future of me. Slowly, she sat down on her cushions and stare at the water.

"Mother, what is it that you want from me?" I asked her slowly. She looked at me and smiled, " I asked nothing of you, my daughter. Now please, watch carefully what I must tell you. This is your story, it all begans here, in this pool of life."

She waved her rod over the water and the petals magically swirled and danced upon the water. It creates a mirror of water that reflect images of the elements; water, wind, earth, fire and aether, the master of all elements. The images are so vivid and clear with each embodiment of its own. Then, all of the elements joined together, creating a feathery-wings. The holy beings!

I gasped. I am destinied to be a holy being? No, it can't be! I can't even learn a single spell now how am I supposed to control the elements?! "Mother there must be some mistake! I cannot be the one! I am nothing like that!"

"Because you are nothing like that, then you truly are the holy being. They denied themselves because they don't know what they're doing. Innocent they may be, but you must seek something else. You will be different!" She smiled to me again, " I know you will. The greatest of all as well. Claim your destiny now and get ready for your ceremonial!"

What? "Mother! You can't mean-"

"Yes, it is time for your freedom. Now come along!"

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The once closed hall is now open for a ceremony again. The hall is now lively with many people, the people of this forest. They have come to watch my ceremony, they are all my families. And now, I am wearing this dress as beautiful as a wedding dress with moon lilies as my own personal ornaments. I secretly likes them a lot. My sister guide me down the aisle to Mother and the pool of life. She stepped backwards and allowed me to stepped into the water.

"My dear people! We have all gathered here on this ceremony to escort our daughter, Tahlia Rune, to her freedom. She may never come back here as she is the holy being but remember this; she was one of us, born because of Yggdrasil and live under our protection and guidance. She is our family, now and forever. Now let us begin the ceremony! Everyone, pray with me for her safety!"

Mother speaked in her ancient tongue and everybody sing with her. Each and everyone, they cheered me up a bit when I was about to cry. The water around swirled and washed my back gently. I felt something shriveled on my back. A root or something. Then it grow and grow until it covered my whole body. Now, I am shrouded within the darkness. I thought to myself, "this maybe the last time to think what I will say to the others. I will leave Mother, Ryuufa, everyone behind. I will never come back. It is for real. I cannot go back now."

Just before I have the words to think of, I hear the lines of Mother's;

Born from Mother's womb
Sleep in Mother's arms
Now the child have grown to freedom
This is your story
It all begans here
Raise into your freedom
My daughter
And claim what is yours
We will always be with you

Those last words ring me a bell. I have nothing to say, but I know I will have lots to show. I can tell them how grateful I was without saying a words. Because I am me. And they are my families.
Goodbye, everyone. I wish you well.

The roots around me finally cracked up. Wings of Titania has grown on my back. It is beautiful indeed, but not the wings I was meant for. I was meant for something else. And the wings turn into feathery and white wings. The wings of the holy beings.

"This is what I was meant for", I could finally say it," I just wish I could be here a little longer but please, listen to what my heart say;

Thank you everyone
It has been wonderful staying with you
I should have learned a couple of spells to make you proud
But I was meant for something bigger than spells
Maybe that is the reason I cannot bear any spells in my vein
Because it is the vein of the holy ones
Thank you and goodbye
I love you

Everybody was amazed. I could speak to their mind one by one and they all understood. I looked at Ryuufa. She was in tears and smiling at me. Did I make her proud? She hold my hands, " Goodbye, sister. May the blessing of our Mother always be with you." I looked back at Mother and hugged her one last time. She smiled at me. It was sad but also happy. "Now go. Time is running out. See what you must do and make us proud, Tahlia. This is your story-"

"It all begans here."

She smiled to me again. Time to say goodbye. Walls of water were formed for me to step into the top of Yggdrasil. Carefully I spread my wings across, one after another. Man, I didn't expect it that there would be six wings. Well, it's now or never then. Finally, I soar into the sky freely. I didn't know it would be so nice. Even though, I still am sad to leave my family behind in exchange for such freedom. But, I don't know if it's just for freedom. There must be a connection to the past or whatever the future awaits. Maybe they need someone as fool as I am to save the world. Maybe, just maybe

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kira kira begini. tw lah g apal mai men:)

Love is restless (regards to a best friend and to a lost lover)

just like the title itself, love is restless

they say love makes the world goes round
they say love makes the whole world peace
they say love resides within every little heart of man

but what if the very person you love, your own world and your everything was not there?

yes, the world will be nothing but an empty shell, just like a coca cola can with only air inside, no cola and that sucks...real suckss..

when i feel down and defeated i would hope all my friends would be there for me, would come down frm Heaven to comfort me, to always be there for me yet i've found but a best friend from the enemy line...

he used to be an enemy to me but not any more..he's become a very best friend and thank you, you cheered me up to pursue my dreams, to pursue my only love...and so i pray that Heaven will give you the same as you do... you're one in a million friend..

thank you my dear friend :)

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I still love you and I still believe that we'll meet again someday my love

the return of the young scion

-Prologue-

Ignorant Child

Led by false dreams

Yet the gods and goddesses are on her side

Lending her every power she needs

Shall Heaven sent down judgments

No gods nor goddesses falter on their beliefs

Yet the child carries the entire burden...

Not knowing of what happened

The young scion of newborn light concealed herself

Within crystal clear chamber of ice

To fall into deep slumber along with the gods and goddesses...

Thousands of years would come

Yet it will only be once and for all eternity

Shall the young scion of light roamed the deadly world again

And when it is time,

The destruction of the world shall begun with the Occult's hideous sign

But will the wheel of fate turn around?

Be the world's damned executioner she will but will she chose the path of light?

Will she follow her unchanging traits of light itself?

To bring back the world through its prosperity and to save the world

From the beastly Armageddon?

Only time would answer

Of how this fantasy would end

Of both Dark,

And Light...

when my glasses falls my sister falls

ini adalah cerita seputar hujan di gereja Laurensius tercinta (muah)

ketika gw n cc gw kluar dri greja, hujan sudah turun (jressssss)

trus gw ngeluarin payung esprit (teng3x!!!) yang sayangnya, g bs d buka ampe full ama gw (baca: susah bgt bukany tpi kbuka sih)

d mulailah kisah ini (jeng jeng):

gw: c, pyungny dong!!!bsah ni!! (tarik payung k kanan)

cc: ihhhhhh!! basah jg ni!!! (tarik k kiri)

(baca: jgn d ikuti, ini bkn film kartun)

*turun tangga*

*3 tngga d bawah*

cc: HYAAAH!! (baca: kepleset!! tangan melayang dan menyambar kacamata gw)

gw: AAAAHHH!!! MY EYES!!!

*dua orang bodoh d tengah hujan*

FYI cc gw dgn sukses jatuh 3 tangga sprti d film kartun

(pernah liat tom & jerry? ya, seperti itu)

ok smpe rumah, (maap) P****Tny.....


ilang... Y G LH!! oke P****Tny lngsung d tangani dgn arak mujarab buatan orang cina (ngasal)

kisah d tutup

pesan moral: pada saat kacamata anda hilang, orang yang ada di sebelah anda pun akan hilang terutama pada saat hujan ==a