hello

hi guys
so yeah this is gonna be personal journal by the way
i hope no YUDHI is here or any of his 'kids'
yeah so on to what i'm trying to say:

see, i've been sucking up my life. yeah real sucks
i hate it that way and the way that i've been having this weird thing in my head..
oh God..it's all coming back again

ALL COMING BACK AGAIN

longing for this feeling
with the very same you years ago
maybe it's just baffling
but he would have guess and would have know

can't let that catch up too soon
or i'm gonna regret this
he's too good for me now
with all the tune that he could play
all over the hills and far away

oh shit what the duck is that?
bla bla bla i want to change the language now:

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa gw sebel.lw sadar g sih?
gw sih mikir lw sadar tpi masa gw berharap ketinggian.lgpula gw sedih bgt wktu lw blg bgt.
nusuk bgt, gw tw ap2.sumpah gw cupu abis.

worst thing that could happen, if your loved ones actually with another person that is not you.

ah gw g mw pcran dulu gpp. SMA aj nnti biar gw fokus UAN tpi klo gw g tw dy ngrsa ap k gw dan trnyt dy g searah ama gw, aduuu gmn yah.down bgt tuh..tpi he has a choice.
i'm not taking that away from him.tpi dy ud trlalu lama dgn choiceny ampe gw g dy liat.

you said that months ago.i wish you could have remember it.